New unveilings.

2010-11-27T17:59:00.002+08:00

So here I am again, blogging!

Currently searching for private schools, and courses I can take even though Ive done that already for the umpteenth time, I still dont feel satisfied with my findings. Sigh. I really really want to take a certificate or a diploma baddly.Im not the kind of person who loves to sit arounddd and wait for a miracle to happen and I dont wanna be that kind of person. You know, they say you will only know how the person feels once you walked a mile in their shoes which i AGREE.

Nobody can really know how you feel - coz theyre not you! People talk and talk, but they dont realize how deep it hurts and that while theyre the one doing all the talk, Im the one facing the dull reality.Im really always a cheerful person, Im always all smiles, I dont deny that im happy, but this fact is eating away at me, it always comes back and hits me in the head.

We all know the past is the past. So why bring it up? Its no use. God knows if I could turn back time I wouldve. But its impossible.Every motivator ive come across tells us that failures are the pillars of success..so this shouldent be holding me back right? Im so irritable. I feel like Im becoming dumber day by day.

Sometimes I wish it were all so easy, but in life you dont always get what you want.
As a muslim, kite disuruh mencari harta seperti kita akan hidup selamanya, dan membuat ibadah seperti kite akan mati esok. But reality check, I know mostly wealth doesnt come from having a degree or PHD, heck those who are billionaires only possess a high school certificate, but to even obtain anything first, education is important. Education shapes us, makes us smart, makes up knowleagable, and takes us on a lifelong journey. You never know where it can take you. There are so many things to learn in this world, some you learn in school, some outside. But the true meaning of life and the reality of the real world can never be found in books. Books cant tell you how to make friends, well they can, but its mostly instructional, you have to be your own person.

Sometimes when I look at my goose, the birds that fly around in the lawn, I tell myself how lucky they are, they never have to worry about education, money, about a house, kids, spouse,clothes, about ibadah, about amalan or pahala or dosa. Theyre carefree. Nothing to worry about, except for where to poo or find food and build a nest to mate. Worry free. Duniawi and akhrawi free. It makes you realize its never being a human being. Mixed emotions,always worrying,problem prone,and never knowing when your life is going to end, be it when you have grey hair or abruptly. Before, I always got affected by words that I felt were condescending me..but it was always the same words repeated again2...they used to hurt, but now my heart is just like a stone...because after a while these words wont have an effect on you..ull just be going whatever..Admittedly, yes Im a sensitive person,I could shed tears at the expense of unkind words being thrown at me..but no more..im learning to make my heart a stone and so hard.Not to become heartless, but to protect mysself from being hurt repeatedly from certain expressions, and make it a shield for myself.

Andddd my spectacles got run over by a car..how nice...this specs was kinda slippery...so when I was outside the masjid it slipped off and bounced...next thing i knew a car was driving in and thus the poor spectacle broke...but its not like broken into two..it was still intact...but one side of the lens came out and was only the frame surrounding the lense on one side was a tiny bit mangled...amazing coz the plastic was strong! Thankgoodness I have a spare...even though the side of it came off and i had to constantly glue...but alhamdullilah! I think Im going to be extra careful with this one...protect it like a baby...maybe next yr or 2 yrs ill get a money...tht is if it survives..which Ill make it does!

Going to masjid soon...for maghrib..theres a majlis asmaul husna..ive never been to one so, curious to know how it goes! Interesting really :)

Im suppose to post my beauty review..but I dont feel in the mood for it..

Cya peeps. Or to whoever whos actually reading this.

INSHALLAH!

2010-11-27T00:23:00.003+08:00

Ok ok....
my first blog post in god knows how many decades! Okay not decades la,but you know what I mean...
Ahhh Im so sleepy right nw, but I just cant sleep,why? Because I was smart enough to finish all of the leftover sayur goreng, some pieces of daging madu, and drink nearly a huge mug of ribena! ahhhhhhhhh.

Blasting my ears with Maher Zain. His songs never fail to make me feel calm :) Esp Inshallah :) Now switching to Rihanna - Whats My Name...the song is not bad actually...after listening to it fully..i can say i like it.. :) Funny how my musical taste differs within a sec ey? haha..

I was actually enthusiastic about posting a so called beauty review..but i guess that will jsut happen tomorrow...too lazy to update the pics and all now...

Plus, I sent my preggie sis a list of pages full of petua something like old wives' tips for pregnant ladies, aha in hope in might be useful for her - who knows? Plus, I found a whole lotta stuff for skin and body which I cant wait to try...

And I cant wait to go to MAHA 2010! its Malaysia's Agriculture Horticulture something...cant remember the last part though...but its expectted a 1 mill people there..amazing huh? its everything you could possibly imagine..evenrything in Malaysia's industry from foods to plants to cookies to cereals to cosmetics...cant wait!

And sch starts on 20 december! YIPPEE! FInally I get to do something with my life. Im sick of sitting around like a dumb duck for almost a year. I hope nothing gets in the way this time! I mean seriously, I dont know how long I can take this. Friends and family all are moving on, leaving me behind..while I stay stuck..Now I know, that the faults have always been mine...but thats no reason to stop...you have to fail in order to gain success and I dont care what anyone says! Before I burst into tears recalling my past, im gonna go listen to Only girl.

And SLEEP.

Goodnites peepos.

New changees :D

2010-07-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

Yay, I have a new blog skin now. Finally, after decades of having this skin, time for changes baby :)

Just ordered pizza, Super Supreme plak tu. Aha cant wait to sink my teeth in the comforting taste of the scrumptious stuffed crust cheese pizza mann. wooo :)
Im feeling a lil like on cloud nine but I do have to get back to earth coz my food is not here yet, thus fantasyworld has to be on hold for a moment.

Greattt. Just found out the pizza i ordered had no stuffed crust, coz i forgot to mention! garhhhh.oh well. its at the bottomest pit of my stomach,watodo.

Yawns.Time to explore the unknown and fb. heh.

Toodles peers.

Shine some light on me please?

2010-04-11T19:12:00.002+08:00

Waa. Its been long since I dropped a post here.
Im being a couch potato for months nw on end, and its hurting my head.
I want all the pressure,the studies,the dislikes,the hustle and bustle,the feeling of wanting to sleep 5 minutes more before you get your ass moving to school.
I miss that. Hopefully, June 2010 will do me justice.
Cant wait for Sept tho, coz thats when my khal wedding takes place. Off to zuad he goesss.
Fiinished almost the whole season 2 of Legend Of The Seeker, who knew it would be sooo interesting?
Missing friends in sg much2, but, you dont always get what you wish. Sometimes for the better sometimes for the worst.
Its been sometime since i roamed sg, Im afraid I dont even recognize my old ways there anymore. All we can do is hope,its what keeps you going.
Im nt a little girl anymore, I do wish sometimes I get to make mistakes and learn.Feeling like Britney in Overprotected.
Right nw, i guess fantasy is my only friend?
When one much awaited day comes, I will be terrified of first impression judgement frm sm1 hu means the most. Once bitten twice shy, I pray that history will nt repeat itself, esp with someone who cares too much.
Sometimes i just wanna hug, and fall helplessly into arms, but its imppossibble nw.
Without further ado,Im hungwyyyyyy.
My THOSAI is waiting for meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Missin ur voice, goodbye.

SHE WANNA.

2009-11-09T00:20:00.002+08:00

Yo peeeeeeeeps. GUESS WHAT! MY O LEVELS ARE FINISHING THIS WEDNESDAY!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
COOL OR WADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
hahahah yes i was demented for one moment ;)

Alhamdullilah I got to return to my beloveddd house after one month in singapore. I MISS EVERYTHING! not to mention my bed, my room, my parents, my mum's cookingg...ahhhhh but its been nice to be in Singapore...you guys know who you are...you all made my experience funn! I miss alot of people i managed to see all actually hahaha...safe to say 2009 was unlike any other year I had in my life...its the best, and im thankful to god for tht..

Made new friends, met old ones..and they are all dear to me...this year i faced my exam with more confidence then when I did last year. If woure wondering, im superr duperrr lazy to elaboratee. Just had macs, and im super full man. ahhhhhh. i gonna miss my gals and alll...abbas all...but all good things gotta come to an end right....

CHAO LOVES!

Kill yourself.

2009-10-06T14:07:00.004+08:00

MUGG HANISAH MUGGGGGGGGG! i shoudent be listening to lisa marie presley right now...too much time ticking..hehe..but I got to speak to farah,aishah,diyanahhh and dinahhhhhh through skype..coooll or wad..since evryone left one by one..in the end diyanah called after dinah left..hehe..then i think we talked for about one hour! Shes such a darling lahh and funnnyyy! I wanna meeet her! i CANT WAIT! Actually, i miss all of them luhhs, the arab hotties..hehe, the shahabs,alsree,alhaddads(ehem ehem)..heheheh..alrite, im gonna tame myself and start shifting my focus to books! i HAVE HAVE to cut down on facebook and cut down for the zillion times i go to hes profile..LOL..MUGGING TIME STARTS NOW! or so called..

2009-10-03T21:00:00.001+08:00

Just want it to stop. I mean look at the others for once. Why does it always have to be me. I dont want anybody else right now. Nor do i wanna take off that early. I have my own choice.

SHALALALA.

2009-09-29T02:08:00.002+08:00

Hello world. Im currently listening to MINAH TUDUNG. lol. interesting song. quite old lah. For those who dunnno this song, ill be generous and rajin enough to actually post the lyrics. Its quite catchy, no so catchy, till i have it as my alarm ringtone. lol.

Minah minah tudung zaman sekarang ramai cacat otak [bodoh]
Pakai tudung tapi pakai pakaian ketat ketat [bodoh]
Ada pula pakai tudung tapi pakai t-shirt pula [bodoh]
Mana ke tidak masyarakat kita di pandang rendah [bodoh]

Keluar dengan mak pakai tudung
Pakai sopan aurat tertutup
Tapi bila keluar dengan kawan aurat tertedah
Bagi lelaki tengok percuma
Aku sendiri tengok pon heran
Agama kuat tapi baju ketet
Buka tudung rambut perang

Perang perang
Konon tu nak tunjuk belang
Tindik sini tindik sana
Bukan di telinga sahaja
Lidah pon ada
Muke decent tetapi perangai nonsense
Ikut sesuke hati dia
Tapi tak ikut segi agama

Dengan ibubapa pakai baju lengan panjang seluar panjang tapi di belakang
Lain cerite macam monster
Cabut kening ada tatu di badan dia
Pakai makeup pakai lipstick punya tebal
Macam momok macam momok

Masya ala masya ala
Tak boleh angkat tak boleh angkat
Tengok dia tengok dia
Goyang pantat goyang pantat
Masuk club pakai tudung
Pergi tandas buka tudung

Ooh
Kemana pergi budaya
Kemana pergi agama
Mana pergi melayu kita

Dengar sini semua
Jangan ikut trend masa kita
Kita rosak kita hancur
Siapa nak jawabkan bila kita di kubur
Mak nak jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Bapa jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Atuk jawabkan [sorry sikit]
Berani buat berani tanggung sendiri

Pikir baik baik
Pikir masak masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak
Pikir baik baik
Pikir masak masak
Jangan kita menyesal di hari kelak

Berubalah kamu sebelum kamu diberubahkan
Ye lah tuk
Tuk juga yang pandai kan
Wateva lah tuk
Eh eh budak ni

This is actually to me every single bit is quite true lahh, every single bit is true. Nobody thinks nowdays i guess?

Its 2.12am. im currently doing my maths online. yes u can do maths online. and waiting for a certain someone to online.batang idung tk nampak pon. so just got back from batu pahat yesterday. tiring mann. and went to desaru about 2 days back. man its such a lovely pantai with super clean waters, very masyallah i wanna go again! i dont mind the 1 and a half hours drive from jb!

Im always wondering why things happen to me and not other people. the kind of things that make you go, why is it always me? tkde orang lain ke? well im not about to list out my problems but its just a summary. sometimes it makes me almost scared. ever heard of breaking a heart just to please another's? betcha do. but even littlest things can make u smile, like knowing your presence makes a person better? hehe.

I feel like pouring madu tualang into my nose again. but malas plak nak turon bawah to take it. haish. and im beginning to feel hungry again. wondering wad to eat next.heh. exams exams exams. sometimes i just hate that word. why does ur future have to depend on paper? its unfair sometimes.

since becoming an adolescent..i have begun to become more aware n aware of everything, i have taken everything into consideration..i have already realized how much problems people and the world are facing..and its dragging me down as well..inferiority..but our mind cant always be on dunia. we must balance both. dunia and akhirat. dunia will be nothing once we're all dead. its scary to know that u can actually die any day. and to be in that lubang kubur on ur own..jusst thinking about that makes you realize how little ur amalans are just to prepare for alam kubur..not enough..which is why they always say beribadah as if ure gonna die tomoro..inshallah..

eid pictures are always interesting! everybody's are always diff...heheh..but im already sick of hari raya songs! urgh. and i got to know someone sayang me! so sweeeeet!who else but my darling best fren of course..until she put she miss me big big on fb! lol..of course got someonelse sayang me..theres alwways somebody..who i might know or might not know...funny how the world works eh? and guess wad..MICHAEL JACKSON IS NOT DEAD! lol. hard to believe but yes. dont believe everything u see on tv u noe. its all about prooof baby!

k, my tb is coming on soon! cant wait! coz u make me smile even just for awhile.

....

2009-08-07T00:50:00.002+08:00

Hello world. Yes I know Ive been missing for sometime. Im sort of oblivious to that fact but not really. Am I speaking crap. YES. ahhhhhhhhhhhh.

THERES JUST SOO MUCH THAT HAS HAPPENED!I mean michael jackson is gone, yasmin ahmad gone, my beloved khala gone, haishhh..so many people gone this year..with my khala gone..that makes 2 family loss..haish haish..well we shouldent be surprised right?
Its already AUGUST. I mean wow. I felt like it was just yesterday when i watched the singapore countdown to 2009. And soon it would be Ramadhan. Masyallah, masyallah, masyallah. How time flies. And i would be facing papers in october and november that will determine my future step next year.

ANDDDD i finally got to bayar balik all my puasa qadhak. I could not surpressssssssssss the EUPHORIAA as soon as i buka for my last day, it felt damn good. Been listening and dowloading quranic recitations by amazing children i found on youtube they are truly truly MASYALLAH like Sumeyye Eddeb. Not to mention adults too, like qari Abdul Basit. Infact I came across a video, a video of an iranian child preaching on fatimahtuzzahra..well im not really suree whether wad the kid is saying is true, but he sooo cute, but hes shia of course. I didnt understand why when I posted it on Ba'Alawi first time it got deleted, but with further research..i realized with regards to the video..its abit meragukann..so i deleted my discussion there.

And fatimm is duee sooon!ahhhh. waiting for twins to pop out. hehe. i wish that woman all the best in the world, shes such a nice and beautiful lady =)ill bet her daughters will be as beautiful as their mother =), and this means shafiq,mastura n aishah will be new ammi n ammatis. ahahahahhaha.

I think its been sometime since i chatted with TB. mane lahhh dier pergiii tuu. hmmmm. better get back to me fast, if not, SIAP! hehehehe.

Also i think the issue of syed kahwin sharifah and vice versa will like never end seyh. There will ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS be topics like that in the baalawi forum, not like its not fun watching them argue lols. Im so badd watching people rebuke each other on who's right and who's not and whatsoever, the rebuttal is pretty interesting, accordding to moii.

And i think there is NOT A DAY that goes by without ET showcasing something bout michal j's death. WOW. It just goes to show how much that man had shielded about his life from the prying eyes of the world but now since the man with the silver glove is gone, everything will splash out in the open like puddles. But i love his music, its something different and its evergreen. HEHE.

I like lisa marie presley's songs as well, shes like a punky rock pop edgy princess in her music. LOL. well since the other laptop became kapok, i have to literally re-download EVERYTHING. BUGGER. even my ceramahs. ahhhh. if i dont do something bout tht, and dont save the files b4 it gets reformatted, EVERYTHING WILL BE LOST! tidak!
darnnittt.

and i got like 4 new bajus lol as if thts of any interest to anyone but im gonna babble on it like an auntie bargaining at a pasar ahahahhahaa..heheh.. i mean now in singapore the bajus are like super CHEAP SEY! 18 bucks for a nice baju, compared to RM150 in malaysia? i mean like wheres the justice? THE JUDICIARY WASNT INVENTED FOR NOTHING YOU KNOW. they are like total ripoffs! andddd even khaldad says singapore is cheaper! hehehehehe. and my darling cousinn just turned one a few days back. SO ALA DING DING. I LOVE YOU QADIR!

Been getting frequent headaches, i mean like wads up with my head sia. Too much stress? Well, singaporean students have a reputation for being stressed all the time, but i dont see them complaning bout headaches, actualli have lah but not all. Im supposed to be immune to this stuff. arghhhhhhhhhh. i think i neeed to move back.zzzzzzzzzzzzz. i miss all my darlings there as well, i really hope i can make it to teachers day, so i can get my papers from sufi as well, its soo llike gathering dust in his house.

Kay world im off to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.Lights out honeys.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UMMI!

2009-06-01T23:46:00.004+08:00

First of all HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST UMMI! and also to baby Alwi whos bday is also in sync=D
but its not today, it was yesterday and ya I was abit selow..hehehe...
She turned 49! Young right!heheheh..my mum would so give me a look if she saw this..
lol..hehe..my sis bought her 2 bajus and a pretty card..lol..her reaction was so kekek..if i record..it would definitely be a laugh!
Hehhehee..

Kay, then was so khusyuk watching THE ARRIVALS on youtube..ya allah..it was really kinda shocking but truthful..it really makes sense..but of course..there will always be people who wont believe it..saying it contradicts this and that..blablabla..
saying that its all lies..commented on that missy's vids which was replying to the arrivals vids..gave a piece of my mind..very geramskan..still havent finish watching coz its until part 50..masyallah..very panjang..Husnas graduation just passed..heheh..didnt get 2 be there but met jidah instead..hehe..jidah of course same as ever..funny n cute..lol..and got wireless intercoms frm khalmat!COOL OR WAT! lol..then my mum tkyah penat2 shout for me n d room..lol..she wld just yell in2 it..even though its through the interrcom!!!!

Then RAMBUTANS..SUNGGUH LEBAT in the backyard..all manis2..alhamdullilah..heheh..having rambutans in ur backyard is really something..yellow n red..espically when its COLD!the pleasure is so mmmmmm..lol..then i did finally reply to renus email..i noe she must be waiting..but she should have gotten it now..its been quite sometime..now im in love with michael jackson..kay la not in love with him literally..but his songs are darn nice to listen..like they dont really care about us..its really something..i mean watched some interviews jus now..when hes talking to people..alahai..he is so gentle..but when he sings..its like totally different..very gritty and different lah..and he really wrote like almost all of his songs..isnt it amazing how a person could memorize hundreds of songs..wah i donnoe how they do tht..15 can lah..100plus? masyallah..our brains are really something eh? all thanks to allah..

Actually got to eat pizza 2 days in a row!YAYYYYYYY!lol.

Now i found a source where I can download all of my songs..and found some really good songs..nice ones actually..like darin and bardot..and 5ive..artist i never knew existed..

Puasa-ed 2day.Gonna puasa till i finish my qadak, meaning I gotta chao if I wanna be in time for eating b4 subuh..chao loves!

LOOONG TIME.

2009-05-20T14:35:00.000+08:00

It has definitely definitely definitely been such a longgg time since i last blogged!
Yeah mostly coz of internet failure + laziness + buziness = NO TIME. LOL.
ANDD ya allah the email was over a hundred.WTH man.lol.consequence for not checking mail.hehehe.
2 weeks back, masak kuey tiao goreng!FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE! lol.
but it was nice, seriously only minusing tahu sayur and tougeh.LOL.forget those.
WHOOPS. lol.

Got to chat with shahul for abit.Heheh.Told me bout jovin's appearance change.It was cooler.I was like seriously going, ye keeeeeeeeeeee. LOL. But for me I need to see to believe.Hehehe.it good though=) Need to noe mai's new hp no, coz i wanna meet her on my sis grad day!since shes in NYP as well. Might as well i meet her!can catch up like old times. I miss my friends ALOT!

Finally took my O level folder on monday,I thought I was the only one who didnt take, but like 5 others also havent take.heheeee.it was such a nice folder blue and macam university type.but the prob is, IT AINT university.LOL.btu it would be nice=)

I also took it after leaving my khala's place, because my cousin abg andy meninggal.
inallilah.6.30 in the morning.it was such a sad atmosphere but it wasnt sudden because he was already sick in the hospital for 2 months. Nonetheless, he didnt even look like the abg andy I knew.all thanks to sickness.since i was in the room, there were so many people until even the aircon wasnt doing its job of cooling the room.
Too many people serap its cool-air already.haha.

Met Kakak Lulu there, gosh its been so long since i last saw her.she looks old but all the same.Didnt bring e children coz all got schedule.the stories I heard, very funny my nieces n nephew.hopefully can meet them sometime soon.miss them all.
n bal is already sec 2!masyallah.must be so big.

Another bal,which is my friends cousin, who is also my friend la, n ex schoolmate, got married!I was very surprised though, didnt expect her day to come so soon!lol.shes only 19! it was a small affair as i was told, I wish my dear all the happiness in the world and hope her marriage will be full of barakah=)

As for my O level examination centre, tunggu nyer tunggu..finally shameem told me only late june dapat!Kurang asam.it stated in guidelines in april dapat.Even made sure I read it a thousand times.Well at least i dont have to ponder when im gonna get.heh.

My Indon show Upik Abu & Laura gonna setart soooooooooooon.chao loves.

MENTOS THE FRESHMAKER

2009-04-19T20:59:00.002+08:00

Didnt feel good yesterday, and to add to that, CRAMPS.urgh.
bought a packet of mentos yesterday, guess I had a sugar rush and ate a lil too many.
heh.Lunched at abah's fren restaurant and the food was not bad.bey tahan.lol.and it was near my place so the convenience.

Husna came back yesterday, while I was in sg, and she came with farah dear.or known as mrs screwvala.hahaha.I officially gave her tht title.lol.they went to check out Tampines 1. What a wierd name for a mall.lol. Still yet to check it out, prolly will do so soom, coz i need to take my o level cert and practice papers frm sufi.arghh.
maybe will do on the day b4 husna's grad day at NYP.thts if im staying the night.aha.who noes i can meet ms maisarah there as well.insyallah=)

Planning to get new TYSes for maths n science, though am doing the old one now.
Just havta wait a few weeks more..haishh.tis thing is so selow, I cant even approve photos on baalawi. Didnt get to chat with TB yesterday. oh such a bummer. managed to say hi though.lol.

My room is in need of a clean up definitely. Not saying I dont clean my room but, its just practically clothes strewn here n there.Prolly coz even the big closet and drawers cant fit in anymore baju. And theres only 2 people.aha.

alrite.gotta clean and mugg my ass off.heh.

booo.

2009-04-17T23:21:00.004+08:00

Can I say i dont like my nose.
not because of shape or anything, but becoz of the tendency to
become gatal easily or become like an open water tap!
grrr.=.=

HOHO.look at the darn time now.funny how fast it ticks like an invisible man past ya.

beeeeen mugging all week. Lols. Just ate like 4 pieces of kurma.
heh, supposedly to be good for yer brain and health=D
Facebook is becoming irritating selow, not jus dat la but almost everything.
well, i guess coz its dah berumur this com.heh, meant to be a lil slow rite.

Car is okay and on the road to recovery and is recuperating selowleyy!;)

Saw pichas of the alwehdah youth bbq..almost everyone i know was there..looks like they had fun..but there will always be a next time..not like the arab association gonna run away right?lol.

Made dadih again, yumm, i love it so much, heh, made a whole long rectangular bowl of it and now theres less than half left in wad..3 days? lol.
and dear ummi added an extra jelly to match ontop, just simply the best.=D
red and pink jelly, heh who can resist?

throughout this whole week i guess theres nothing going on much, though heh been waiting for somebodeyy.=D
School gonna start for dear friends soon, wish them all the best.
I guess in response to ur msg, tamam alright.

kay, wanna fly to lalaland.snort.

fening fening fening.

2009-04-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

Haishh.
Wad a day.Didnt sleep after subuh but fell asleep.heh.couldent resist i guess.=)
Need to train myself to sleep early, which is whyy
im gonna go to lala land soon.
Wad a day, after watching my malay n filipino dramas, lipat baju for abit
thenn cleaned out my room, the funny thing though, i dusted dusty areas
with a paintbrush, lol, yea i know it sounds wierd but it was fun,
it was like painting back again,only this time we're cleaning dust.
hehee.then urgh the worst part was vacuuming the cockroaches tht were dead in my
room tht came from outside. I had goosebumps mann, who likes to do tht job anyway?
I even vacuumed my bathroom, lol, i think i pantang tgk spiderwebs heh.must suck them all!lol.

The Strawberry Dadih I made 2 days back khalas already, lol, even I myself couldent get enough of it coz its super sedap, its actually a bean curd pudding..not too sweet not too bland, just nice and espically when its cold=D thts the best part=)
Feel like making the other half of the packet, thank goodness theres half left and I didnt make the whole packet=), i think im in love with it lol. Had mee goreng 2day for lunch, and dinner=)

As for now, Im alone at home with my parents as the othrs are all whisked away in SG..alwehdah youth bbq coming up but i dun think i can make it=( but there will always be nxt time right?=)

Finally, Im super irritated with this computer because it has a mind of its own, as I was doing my new template, all my windows closed by itself.grrr.then I had to do again.gosh.so the time-consuming.sometimes, it doesnt even give u chance, it shuts off by itself!well, i think i cant really blame coz its more than 3 yrs old, so meant to be a lil haywired?hmmm.

Also, nowdays im like cepat fening already.why i wonder?hmm.

TB didnt msg 2day, prolly bz with classes=)

alrite,im off=)
ashoofook bukra inshallah blog!

MATAHARIKU.

2009-03-23T18:18:00.001+08:00

Tertutup sudah pintu, pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Reff1:
Berjuta warna pelangi di dalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergeming menjauh pergi
Tak ada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Reff2:
Dengarlah matahariku, suara tangisanku
Kubersedih karna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukkan waktu

Man am I in love with this agnes monica song or wat! ahaha..i think its a superb song..with her strong vocals and all..
its a must listen.
watching prisonbreak right now..
Watched Kahit Isang Saglit..which is a one third filipino one third malay one third english show..the chemistry between the actors/actress is sooo reall..omg theyre such good actors!
Today was such an ok ok day for me...
Didnt do nothing much...
haha jericho rosales and carmen soo, such a pretty cute couple!
hehe.

ARGH.DIARRHEA.ARGHH!.

2009-03-16T13:22:00.005+08:00

haishhh.
wads up with my stomach today man.
its like a battle or a war raging inside there..resulting in me having to step into the toilet again and again.argh.Could it have been the lemon juice?
Or could it have been those green pandan cream wafers? I soo hope not coz those
are seriously my favourites man.
Its been so longg since i posted a new post, LOL.

Went to Shaik&Nisha's wedding yesterday,and of course groom was looking handsome n nisha was looking very pretty. The food was nice and I met my dear brother working there as he helped cooked the food that was served there. So kesian, he havent even eat lor. Heh. Thenn,there was quite a range of food over there, and of course it was an indian wedding lah.So alot of indians there.lol. It was a huge camp though, and unfortunately, raining heavily as well.Haizz. Its been raining so often nowdays, added with thunder and lightning, till the modem wire burnt as a result when the house blacked out for a moment.zzzzzzzz.

I think officially now Im having diarrhea.Argh.I sooo dun like having it.Well who does anyway? U can be peaceful at all lor.zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Did I mention I managed to get over to the class bbq? It was soooo nice, getting to see Mai,Nad,Shahul,Jovin,Khai and the others... and the bbq food was sedapp tooo! Though, they arrived with funny stories tht makes ur head go aiyoo..LOL...but i missed my crazy bunch of friends alot, and the weather was nice over there, and husna and ahmad also came, though they did not join lahh.Mai bought a new hp n laptop..which was seriously to be envied la. I also want those items! maybe in the later future though, if I work insyallah. Did take some pictures with shahuls hp n mais camera. Still waiting for them to post me the pichas which i look super selekeh in lahh! LOL. ahh who cares. lOl.

But I really enjoyed seeing them and everything, it was fun. Now, my Os. I, like stuck in btween. Cant go left cant go right. Oh Allah pls help me.
Grrr..noe any cure for diarrhea anyone? Pls come forwardNeed ur consultation fast.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Alrite ppl.
Imma chao.Cant handle my stomach.its making up such a fuzz.

ARGH.

2009-03-16T13:22:00.001+08:00

MUGGS.

2009-02-24T14:00:00.001+08:00

Currently leanding my ears to this song:
LAST NAME - CARRIE UNDERWOOD =D
I love this song!
Owh my momma would be soo ashameddddddd.
LOLS.
Tht was like totally random uhhs.
But I love Lady Gaga as well! YIppees!
Kay took a kinda long break after mugging for wad-nearly an hour?
Lols thts not even pangjang luhhs.
Cleaned up my tornado-spun rom a lil bit and scrub toilet. I noe I sound like a toilet cleaner but its my own private bathroom maa so we have to keep it clean eys?

Im like super hungry right now, and nobody has cooked yet! ahh all waiting for me to cook, as usual.Lols. Not true lahh. But usually ppl bising say i dunno how to cook.
I mean like come on, its not like Im a pro at cooking or Ive cooked for 40 darn years
to ask me go cook. Im clueless. I noe abit2 but like helloo, dun tell me to go cook unless ive been cooking for 40 years. Lols.

My teddybear always got connection problems.grrr.should have juz ask him to throw his laptop away.lols.makes it so much harder to chat. But i dun blame anyone, just the dumb connection.lols. Got to talk to hyda dearie the other time. Her hp kene rampas.lols. I dunno whether to say kesian or padam muke coz she was usin it in class.lols.can i jus say both then?hahas. Well, then i tried dialling her hp then this boy angkat, I asked for hydaa but he say wrong number. THen i try again, i ask for hydaa again.He say no rong number. THEN, lols i ask hydaa to type out her number and then i check te one inside my hp, OMG i super PAISEH.lols. i really called a wrong number.dumb dumb nisah. lols.

Finally got to meet cherry and zakiah at the launching of Kelab Arab in Jb. hehes.
It was like abit boring lahhs, hehe coz the whole time it was just seniors on stage playing gambus and singing. Samrah also tk bnyk org. Aab said he was there but didnt notice him, neither did the girls, but he noticed us. DUnno where he was seated anyways.HahasHeck care, its over rite? Now z wif othrs is just plannign up a BBQ on 21st March for us singaporean sadahs!nice! i really hope its a sucess and i get to go.Not to mention if i can i go movie night Ill go at alwehdah man. ALwehdah is the arab association of sinjapore if u wanna noe. Best!

Ahh, i think ive to continue mugging.OR scrounge the kitchen for food? lols.
I think id prefer 2nd choice, but must be good student kan!
Toodles yaw.

DEMI MASA..

2009-02-13T13:37:00.003+08:00

Demi Masa...
Sesungguhnya manusia kerugian,
melainkan yang beriman dan yang beramal soleh,
Gunakan kesempatan yang masih diberi, moga kita takkan menyesal,
masa usia kita jangan disiakan kerna ia takkan kembali..
ingat lima perkara sebelum lima perkara,
sihat sebelum sakit,
muda sebelum tua,
kaya sebelum miskin,
lapang sebelum sempit,
hidup sebelum mati.
Hehs.
I guess that really should dijadikan ikhtibar for people, so that they could be aware..
LIFE IS SHORT.DONT WASTE IT PEOPLES!
I mean, dont you feel it?
One day is only 24 hours.
Hehs, coming to think of it, I felt like I was 15 yesterday and now Im turning 17 already..then ill be 18,19,20,21,22,23....
ONE YEAR IS SHORT PEOPLE.
i mean day to night night to day..
Okays, now suppose to help masak..
my everyday life is normal, u cn call it abit boring i guess?
I mean yeah spending time with my parents and chatting with friends definitely makes my day coz its always comedy, which makes you go all smiles.

Heheks.
Brought down dusty(shhhhhhhhh!) curtains just now..
SEKSE seyy cuz the hook was like high upp near he ceiling..kene panjat seyy..
cam spiderman gitu...ahaks..
only im spiderwoman!
kwa3..hehe...I mean kalau tak orang can see through sey everything..
mampooi! hehheeh...
i was kinda scared n nervous when i like standing on the window..and my head was taller than the cupboard..Repek-raban all kluar..hahahks...
jeeeeeez.

but THANK GOD its overrrrrr!
hehe..
alrites. Imma grab some munchies.
Chao!

ITS A TUESDAY..

2009-02-03T09:15:00.003+08:00

Its a normal tuesday todayyy.... Im super duper bored..... Im suppose to be in school, retaking as a Sec 5 but now Im gonna take private.. sorry tchers! Hehes, my beloved jidah is here..with her friends=D Staying for a few days, okaylah. My chocolate mouse went home this early morning, back to Yemen. His friends and relative see him off, isnt tht sweet? Even Omar opened a farewell forum..ahaks..All of us gonna miss that dude, who wont? Life was boring before he came, and when its just starting to get interesting ..he kene balek plak. No more sharing convos with him and dinah and others..cuz when u put us all together..waaaaaaaa.. Dun worry yeah, we all will doakan for you=D Klakar klakar seme kuar... Feel so tired. These past few days lately I feel like I dont have the energy,,, i need an energy booooster!One RED BULL PLEASE! blablabla... Faruk n friends came over a few days back..to pick my bro up go see Habib Ali...ya ampon punyelahh bising! aiyoyoyooooooo.. Anyhoos, Im gonna put a video of Abdul Qader, view and tagg yeahh! Hes SUPER ADORABLE!

O LEBELS.

2009-01-17T20:20:00.004+08:00

ITS A SATURDAY TODAY.
Cleaned the fridge which was at first sight smelly and super disgusting cuz there were like mosses and fungus and ants and even some black thins wriggling looking like worms. DOUBLE SUPER EWW!Whaddya expect? Its been like months since that fridge was cleaned la. But now of course its all white and clean, thanks to me. And then cooked. BUt plain stuff. Asam pedas and fried veggies which was a lil too salty.hehe.
Im superbly bored.
N now I yawn more.
does tht signify anything?
Probably more tired? BUt not possible, cuz I havent started school yet.
Soon.But not just yet.
Ill be entering as a Sec 5 student later.
Im re-taking my Os again cuz I believe what I had gotten is not what I can achieve.
Even for my languages and everything, I got a disappointing grade for English..
B4! I know it wasnt my potential.
When I held my results in my hand, I wanted so much to cry. Firstly cuz I didnt get into poly, second is because I got ITE letter and not poly. Hence, my results.
Yea, the arrangement might be funny but I guess that is wad I felt. For a sec, I felt tht the results were strange and that maybe they mixed up mine with some one else's but its not. Its REALITY.
I guess that this year will be a second chance for me to try again. I really want to do better.i REALLY DO.
At first I was kind of half-hearted, thinking well ITE isnt a bad place and I didnt mind. But then, after advice from dinah, I remembered that I shouldent just pasrah and just move on.
Im given a second try here. So why nt go all out?
Susah first then senang later right? Well, I guess its very much proven.

Im really thankful I have such friends espically DINAH. She gave me such an advice that I went like ya, why didnt I think of that?
Anyhoos, failure are the pillars of success aint it?
I read somewhere that if Allah tak makbulkan your doa, means he has something better in store for you. N I believe that. I have faith.

Maths new syllabus this year. I REALLY HAVE TO GET XINYI TO TUTOR ME! LOLS.
Anyhoos, I want to congratulate my friends who qualified for poly. You guys studied hard n you deserve it. Espically my dear girlfriends Mai and Nad, just so you know, I miss n love you guys alot.And others also. Thanks for making 308 and 408 such a happy and bright place with your silly actions and jokes. Ill miss the fun we had.
We wont be together no more, so I wish that Allah give you guidance to be where you wanna be. The memories we had will always be in my heart.

Speaking of my sec sch life, I never expected that it would all be like this. Wanna noe why? Because my primary school life wasnt exactly the best I had. EVSS was a place where I made new memories and discoveries. Im proud to say that sec sch times was the best Ive had in my life so far.

Do I sound emo? Cuz I feeling kinda emo till Im like practically tearing.I guessed it has touched me in a whole lotta ways. its kinda hard to stop flowing tears you know.

K back to my game=)

ITS 2009!

2009-01-06T23:32:00.003+08:00

Its JANUARY SIX 2009..
wow...time is moving fast..
2008 is gone people!
n its da start of a new year=)
lalalalal..
n as for me......
just anticipating my results..which INSYALLAH will come out good..AMIN!!
like seriously la..
my juniors all start schooling and everything..it feels kinda and new
at the samee time not schooling anymore..hehehe..well its not like its the
end of the world kannnnn?
im gonna start school again...
BUT the prob is...which COUNTRY?
hahahas..
this isnt exactly ur everyday adolescent problem eyh?
but OH WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLll...........
im SUPER DUPER BORED. SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME!
aichas gone..so sad!balik asrama oredy..=(
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! k tht was fake lahh..heheh didnt really go all ahhhh
la..if not nanti ape plak..hahah..
im soooooooooooooooooo amusing myself here...
which shows im like in a world of the boredom ultimatum!!..
k im starting to crap here..
hehehehe....
k imma sleep..yawning away here...
thsoe pics are just my lil beloved cuzzies=D

2008-11-28T13:54:00.005+08:00

These were taken in KL last month.
This was like soo last month but I was lazy to update heheh.
Been going up n down KL like nothing i think like about 3 times in 2 months and staying at least 3 days each time...hehheheeh
Was supposed to follow auntie go genting like 2 weeks back but unfortunately sumthing came up. jeez.
Heard from my cuzzie that it was SUPERRRRRRR cold tht he came back home with a flu!
heheheheheheh.
then my cuzzie was going to Mersing where like you can snorkel and all but I heard from another auntie tht this time its not good. dunno la. but didnt get to go also.

But im going AGAIN to KL when I just kinda got back recently hehe the day after..
heheehhe...got wedding n doa selamat...I get to spend time with cuzzies! yayyy!
going back n forth is really like nothing sehhhh. heehehehe.
But its cool its cool....miss seeing my friends. Wonder sooo much what they're doing...nad and mai is working..the others Im not too sure bout them.
Guess Ill see all of them results day. SPEAKING OF RESULTS DAY, gosh its scary.
And Im like having to choose where to continue next, Singapore or Malaysia..but if Malaysia.. i WAN KL!!
hehehehehehe.....
but nebermind..ustazah told me to so istikharrah..which i will do..
insyallah itll help me=D
You never know where your rezeki is gonna be rite?
soo just doa and tawakkal.

As for Baalawi, its getting more boring and boring, I really dunno what to say... even the baalawi regulars arent at the chat anymore...all sibukk I guess...
I mean the forums are still alright but I guess the atmosphere aint what it used to be before. I agree with aicha on tht. It is a website for syeds/sharifahs to get more ilmu about nasab,keturunan,whad can do whad not to do and wad should we do sebagai keturunan Rasullulah s.a.w., so many issues on nasab n keturunan..
so far, there isnt a dalil or hadits saying tht syeds can marry non-sadah or vice versa,sharifahs marrying non syeds, as muh says he trying to find.. but its kinda interesting though upon seeing other peoples opinions on these issues.

GOnna take up arabic classes soon in january insyallah and hopefully by the end of 2009 ill be speaking arabic fluently and be writing excellently insyallah amin!
SOOO cannot wait man. Asyraaf gathering happening this sat. I wanna go but grrr theres awedding on the same day sehhh! how on earth should i go?
I so wanna go meet the other members..at KLCC!

Speaking of KLCC, went there with cuzzies to catch a movie The Day The Earth Stood Still... wahhhhhhhhh i so like the movie! so cool sehh! got keanu reeves sumore, man isnt he devilishly handsome or wad? k maybe not devilishly but yeahh hes good looking! the movie was spectacularrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!! I'd rate it as a MUST WATCH for those who love action and aliens! Saw this movie ad on youtube..my bloody valentine 3D..interesting seyhh! Actlly wanted to watch Twilight but then it was at 7pm so skipp tht then went for Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging but then tht was late too so went for the day the earth stood still.. my 11 RINGGIT MALAYSIA WAS SO WORTH IT! YAY! ehehehehhe.

just pics of the wedding in KL...at hotel istana..such a grand wedding i tell ya!

These are the wedding I went to...
THey look so sweet!

Blogthings.

2008-11-13T12:25:00.002+08:00

Was scrolling through blogthings,a kind of webbie with all kinds of quizzes for you to do...
quite interesting la..
then took a peek at new quizzes and...found one intersting one..keys to your heart!
wahhhh...kkk..results below..
cleaned my bedroom toilet..made it sparkly clean!so tirig sumore..scrub here n there..
what to do..i hate to see my bathtub n toilet loor all dirty dirty...so start scrubbin'!
made breakfast with husna for abah ....

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Then another one..
The Ultimate Colours Test that talk my personalitY!

The Ultimate Color Test

When you are at peace, you are:

Energized and innovative

When you are moved to act, you are:

Unorthodox and idealistic

When you are inspired, you are:

Flexible and experimental

When your life is perfectly balanced, you are:

Light hearted and funny

Your life's purpose is:

To live a passionate life

The'>http://www.blogthings.com/theultimatecolortest/">The Ultimate Color Test

KK..thats all..

YUMMMY!

2008-11-11T16:17:00.007+08:00

Introducoryyy=D

Feast yer eyes on these people!

oh so delicious!!!!!!!!!

with blueberry jam and irrestible cream,its sure to get your saliva dripping!

HEHEH.
Homemade!

sounds like im promoting pulak,
niways today was ma last paperrrrrrr!
YAY! hehehehee now im TOTALLY FREE!
Im like a bird..i only fly away....

ok wad crap am i typin now..nvm...

turn your attention to these photos people...ull noe wad im tokin bout..

the introductory pic wass up theere!

Its all made with the cream the toppings..

even the flowers yes!

My favourite pic among all...

I dun really need to say anything,do I?

TANGLY MANGY JANGLY BANGLY

SUCH A BEAUT AINT IT?

SHALALA...

JEMPUT MAKAN!

CUTE SWIRLYS EYY?

What does it say here?

FUYOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

OOH, BLUEBERRY BABE!

TRALALALALALALALALALALALALA

OOH LA LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

THE BLUISH PURPLY ROSEEE!

OOOOOH!

TOP VIEW

YUM YUM!

OMG I LOVE THIS VIEW!

THE OH SO DELISH CAKE!

DUm di dum dum dum;D

enjoy and savour!

teehee:D

2008-11-07T16:56:00.005+08:00

My cousins have gone back already!

Miss them=(

Went off in the afternoon after arriving at my house yesterday at 12.30pm++

so late right!

Doing nothing much,n yesh im supposed to be studying butttttt i did evrythign

I can already mah=.=

wat to do..

Bro disturbed me like crazy jus now sooo irritating!

Kayy some random pichas!

Those are taken on da way to a wedding 1 week plus backk..

Heheh nothing to do...

Semilee! In the car also still got time!HEHE

Side view of me n ma sisterrr

Me & my beloved father..love you abah!

Older sister n moi.....

Camwhoring...

YO WASSUP!

After I got home=)

YELLO!

Please do not take notice of the background..focus on mee!!

I introduce you to my equally devious twin.

Pose for da camera!

Whos up there?

I totally swear Im being very nonsensical.=D

Knock Knock whos there!

Yeahh thats about some things for ya=D

Im outta here! My favourite show starts at 6pm!

SHALALAALA in the evening!!!!!!

2008-11-06T18:56:00.003+08:00

Ok. I have given my blog a new look.
Do comment=)
Hehe.
My cuzzies are coming tonite!YAY.And not forgetting my bro too.
Whose room I just cleaned, which unfortunately made my eyes SO GATAL!
Haish...
he better thank me ah..
Niways, Im seriously boreddddddd from studying and allll..
i dunno wad to do!
just relax n relax..
Barack Obama won btw, im sure all know already but hell yeah, hes the man!!!!
He sure does have to clean up a shit load of bush's mess.
The job is not easy!

Went down to get food just now. Then decided to go and take a look at my little chicks.
They were like alllllllll over the place, and my little geeses were quacking away.
seriously they run dammmmn fast la racing like that! No matter how many times I put them
back in the enclosure, they still manage to selit back!Penat sehhh.
Wanted to celebrate after paper on tuesday, but mai said all malas nk plan la n no fulus,
and asked me to plan pulak!
Aiyoh..
wad to do sehh?
hmmm..nak tngk movie, satu pulak takde fulus..includin me!

Trouble trouble.

THE ULTIMATE BOREDOM.

2008-11-04T21:14:00.004+08:00

Yo wassup people.....
Im gonna announce it to yah.
iM BORED.
ok i admit O levels aint over yet but yeahhh its next tuesday!!
hope ahmad gets back soon from KL=D
i wanna hear full details bout his interviewww!
not forgetting his my F1 ferrari driver for sending me to school
from JB so yeahhhhhhhh!

Echons preggie, so yay! COngrats!
Been listening to songs all day while studying.
If u can call that study in da first place la.
I sooo cannot wait for Khaldad to come with my lil' cuzzies masyhur n
abdul qader!!
I miss them already=D
abdul qader is still kinda small only 2 months plus..
n masyhur is 2 yrs plus..
theyre so cute I swear!
ANYways,
mr mustafa a.k.a im nt dead yet!! could not stop irritating me like hell
on msn!
i wasss sooooooooooooo peeved!
but finally he went off, thank goodness!
im helping amira plan something but i cant say what=)

Also i SOOOOOOOooo cannot wait to be off to KL to meet my cuzzies
and play bowling!!
There's my cousin's cousin's wedding happening just b4 ma birthday and i cant
wait!!!
and got another abt a week after that!!!!!!!
Im like hot on the butt already la..LOLS.
well, thank goodness tht my uncles and aunties stay there..
hehehe can sleep at anyones house!

So far did nothing much..just wished my girls all the best for their malay
and FNN Os..
and yahh planning to celebrate after last paper on 11 nov..
but how?
some of my peeps doesnt have fulus.
But its alrite, money shouldent hinder fun!
am i not right?

Im hopin to take up arabic classes in january,, then can learn to speak=)
heeheheh.
Just i hope next time the car is around so that i wouldent have to tire myself
out when i went for mdm tasneems wedding in tamp!
i tell you my hands were like gonna fall off!
hehe baleegha told me she salute me n my sis!
for being to brave the journey of jb to tampines and vice versa..
yeahh!!!!!
my bro better eat his briyani..because its becuz of that got so much to carrY!!
Okaii..
Time to eat my chipsters abah bought=D

2008-11-03T18:36:00.003+08:00

Tralalalalla
OK i just finished my SOCIAL STUDIES PAPER~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
BUT I DIDNT FREAKIN FINISH.
GODDAMNIT.
oh well what to do.
Time tak cukup ahh!
Haish, but one more paper to goooo!
then im free!
for 2months plus ar.
Heheh.
THANK GOD something I studied came out!
YAYYYYYY!
hehehe
went to ms oops MRS Tasneem's wedding on Saturday..
came all da way from JB on bus...
penat sEHHHH!
kk...when i got there wif sister, had to layan all my teachers and fellow schoolmates...
walau...
because theyre my keluarga angkat mahh..my tchers family like mine also..
so have to help la...
OMG then had to angkut like 2 bloody heavy plastic bags that auntie jo
give la...
like wann to PUTUS my fingers!
kk im gonna munch ppeepos!

I AM CURRENTLY LOST BETWEEN CHEEZELS AND CHIPSTERS!
which to eat???

2008-10-31T13:03:00.002+08:00

Currently mugging for Social Studies=)
Im soo bored.
No ones at home.
Alllll go KL.
such a pity.
but got wedding tmr can gooo=D
art cher's wedding.
hehe.
went for her nikah yesterday. was at her house
like from 11am++
tilll near 6pm.
HEHEH.
I was feeeling sooo uncomfortable cuz I was in my school uniform
and i didnt bring anything cuz i didn KNOW.
then I wore my tchers baju kurung!!!
hehehe and auntie jo's tudung.
Haizzzz.
And thus it lead to me being mistaken for the bride herself!!!
OMFG!
takkan bride nak nikah pakai tuuu kan...
aiyo PEOPLE!
some said kalau bilang adik percaye!
I can DIE sia.
Had fun at the nikah cuz I met some that I know like sham,bal n naf.
THen did HENNAAAAA.
on only one hand cuz mado wanted to fetch my sistaz.
Haish!
Bal can do soooo beautifully!
This family is kirekan my keluarga angkat la oredy.
My bro is well-known by all sooo..
its maaa turn to be known............
btw the foooood is SOOOOOOOO SEDAP!
allll family buat no outside foood!
yummmmy!
I cant wait for tomorrow!
I will see my teachers and schoolmates at the wedding=.=
gosh!
haihaihaihai...
kay PEACE!
got to feed the ducks and bujang and habibie
and my little yellow fluffed chick friends soon.
=D

2008-10-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

DADIDUMDUMDUM!
art and physics today.
ART WAS SHITTY!
seriouslyy like ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haishh..
ok movin on........
met maisarah under her block and waited for her b4 physics cuz I had nothin beta to do=)
msged her go makan...
then bought SET C at the uncle's shop often misspelled as 'SEXY'!!
HAHA, uncle I wan SEXY!!!LOLS.
kayyy then the cool thing is infront of my school got new 7 eleven!!
yayyy!
bought RED BULL,my now ultimately FAVOURITE DRINK!
=)
it keeps me awake yeahh when I neeed it.
Then after that lepak at school canteen with mai while I eat 'SEXY' and atop of tht popcorn chicken.
Her eyes were 'layu' already because of late nights wif HISTORY. tell me sumthin, is it really that hard???
anyways, fiq khai jov came later on... i tell you, no PEACE TO STUDYY!!
theyre ALWAYS always arguing abt nonsensical stuff..
jovin on the other hand, LOVES to irritate me and be sarcastic.
the torture I go through evryday=.=
Maths paper 2 tomorrow! I feel liek dying already..
Husna's irritating non-stop with her fake sengau accent..like munah bagharib did!!!
Oh yea, her group did a parodyy of When I Grow Up by the Pussie Dolls, n yea i call them PUSSIE DOLLS.
better check it out on youtube, its sexyy and funny at the same time too...
OMG husnas gonna use tht sengau voice for her project!!!!
the world has INEVITABLY gone DEMENTED.
last day of paper 11 NOV..so cannot wait!
wanna go watch HSM 3...celebrateeeee...
NYEHEHEHEH...
belom apaper dah plan..
n as for the $150 that my class won, i heard only 20 bucks left. like WTFH?!
seriously our FT should do sumthing abt it, she cant keep mum bout this..
seme weakkkk arhh.

I think my blog seriously needs a NEW CHANGE!!
definitely could use some...
did i eat too much?
lets recall what i ate just now yeahhh...
Red Bull energy drink,grape fruit juice,mee goreng,2 nuggets,more then 15 pieces of chicken popcorn, a whole XXL bottle of sour fruit mentos..and...oh yeahhh nasi and 2 pieces of ayam. is tht alot? OH..not forgetting a box of apam too=) hehe.
its a miracle im not bloated.
teehee=)

2008-10-15T14:33:00.003+08:00

Currently listening to N'sync - Tearin Up My Heart.

Ok ok. I admit im bored. Doing physics now.

Im calm but im not. Tomorrow is practicallll OS SOMEMORE.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. Im third shift. JEEZ.

OMG OMG OMG.OMG OMG OMG OMG.

O LEVELS HAS STARTED!!!

im freaked man.

hope its easy like they all say it is.

oooh b4 i forget, HAPPY BORTHDAY TO AINNNNNNNNNN.

Such a sweetie, always smiling.

Well, went raya-ing on Monday with the usual peeps. Took a hell load of pics.

OMG, it was crazyyyyyyyyyyy man. When we went to Shahul's house on the way on the bus we were like going gilaaaa. Take picture whenever the bus stop.

HEHE. We're officially GILA!

But ended up late going home. WHOOPS. Should have hurried up even more although i was already having blisters from running.

Well, I cant wait for the PICTURES!!!

give it to me already!!!

i said that to shafiq, he freaked out when i was videoing him...

i did mean anything, i was joking but it sounded wrong he said. Well whatever la.

but it was funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love going out to raya with them. SOOOOOO FUN. n sooo CRAPPPY.

Shahul keep on seliting btween people. Was irritated at him the whole way for tht.

AIYOO. so kiasu.

Then the day b4 that on sunday, had a open house. SOOO MUCH DELICIOUS FOODDDD!!!

got cheesecake(yummy!), fruit cocktail, arabic rice , satay goreng, kuih lapis, grilled chicken, mee goreng, curry, syrup and ice cream soda 2gether, all made by the house! RUGI kalau tak makan! my open house aint no boring one okaii!

Got music,people come from all types of races, got austrailian la,moroccan la,tunisian la,egyptian,arab. It was really multi-RACIAL!!!

HEHEH. got to see baby alia finally, SHes SO MASYALLLAH! SO CUTE N PRETTTTY!

THIS IS ALIA..SO DING DING!!!!

ME and ALIA...GERAMMM!

Hari Raya at jidahs hse...all u see here are cuzzins. This is only 1/5 of the total!

This is me n cuzzins on the staircase at sumones house..it was so hot!!!Took ages just to complete photo taking!!!!!

Ok, thats some random pics taken....

Bon Voyage people. My book needs me. ITs practically screaming.

2008-09-15T16:06:00.002+08:00

AHAAA
My FOURTH POST.
I was bored.
What a lame excuse right?
Oh well.
What can i do?
I miss Renu.
Come back my dear bestie.
Either that or call me fast!!
Im waiiiiiiting!

2008-09-15T15:36:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG OMG.
I just sneaked another 3 of mama's tarts.
And this is like my third post in a day.
HAHA.
I told you theyre addictive.
Umi's sooooooooooooooooooo gonna kill me.
HEHE. at least ill die happy.
Heehee!
Order up if u want! u wont b disappointed! BUT,
not guarenteed that therell be more orite!
chao!

2008-09-15T15:22:00.002+08:00

Okayyy people I forgot.
My mum is gonna sell a tupperware of 30 tart cookies for 10dollars!
Give me a beep if you want!
Though no guarentee!
But its delicious!
Im addicted and im sure you're gonna be too.=)

2008-09-15T14:19:00.002+08:00

Hello peeps.
Im at home again. N yea im cutting school.
Already I missed a whole week of school last week and now this week?
Yea, way to go missy.
Im told to stay home and study. Apparently,going to school in SG is wasting time.Jeez,
that was kinda new for me.
Night class is happening today. But so far the teachers that I hear are gonna teach,
is like a big NO NO for me.
Currently alone at home with sis & bro. Both zzZZZZ-ing until now.
Umi and abahs out, going somewhere i think which is like obvious.
Im watching Ellen Degeneres Halloween version. Its so hilarious hehe.
The audience are in funny costumes and they seriously look like daytime hantus.

Since I cannot puasa, Ive been like I think munching umi's tart non-stop. Hehe. Cant stop
although dilarang cuz its kinda for raya. HEHE. but theyre so delish!! Kay I better stop talkin bout food before I make some people hungry~.heh. sorreh. Ok movin on movin on..
I wonder whats mama gonna cook for buka and I cant wait to helpp=)
Its kinda fun and interesting for me...hehe..cuz i get to be the taster..HEHE..something not evryones priviledged to do for this bulan yang mulia. Heeheeh.
Ok hanisah better stop talking about food!
Really need to get away from tht topic...oh yea did I mention I got to hold a small black & yellow baby snake at a maulud? Yep apparently while it was eating time, a girl brought a baby snake..it was so cute! Unfortunately, my bro didnt bring his camera hp. Bummer. Could've taken a few shots. Hehe, some ppl backed away including the owner of the house whos my mums friend. She geli. Hehehe. Her reaction was funny.
Haven go baju raya shopping yet. Even the piece of cloth suppposed to be my jubah hasnt been tailored yet. Dangit. Okay well need to make a call to mai. Need to know that makcik's plans.
Ramadhan mubarak to all the muslims!

2008-09-11T22:07:00.002+08:00

OMG.
Prelims prelims prelims.
i think its like ringing in evryone's head.
although results are out...man results arent good and well isnt that just sucky.
Watching Kekasihku Seru on TV3. Gosh. Scary drama.
Been ponteng-ing skool since like tues.
Ulang-alike JB and SG is kinda tiring, so sitting put is better.
Husna went allllll demented on me, playing with my hair and messing it up.
Jeez, I was pissed at her.

Dem Haters.

2008-08-29T17:19:00.003+08:00

Its Friday.
I know people will go like all TGIF but na uh, it aint the same for me.
Ive been like downloading songs the whole day. Guess I cant live without 'em.
Im so freaking bored. I should have gone to school despite whatever la.

But instead I stayed home and missed a whole lotta fun. Shitty man. Well I better hope there's a graduation night cuz i wanna enjoy my life wit my friends. Its like practically the last year.
Prelims are like finally over. But I cant celebrate just yet. Why?
Cuz O levels arent over yet.
After that then Im like free.
Im going back kampong tomorrow. See my beloved grandmama. Puase also gonna start next week, same as the holidays. I got a week to rest and hopefully no extra lessons.
The 4E5N is like gonna be banded after prelims which is just sucky la.
Im just thinking of someone right now, just hoping he realizes.

My little cuzzie came jus now. He's such a darl! Well, since im like living in JB, there's not much to explore nearby. I wanna go poly after ev hopefully i will. I think Ive like been going to TM almost evryday after exams with my other peeps. Never got to give mai her present. Haiz. WOnder how life's gonna be in the future. Insyallah it will be better. No matter how sucky life is, there's always hikmah behind it. i have strong faith.

Im currently listening to Dem Haters by Rihanna. Although its liek abit reggae-ish Its a song that speaks reality. I agree with it.

Dem Haters lyrics.

[Verse 1:]I'm not concerned with people
Who prey on the wealth of their fellow man (oh yea)
Cause they only want to know you, enroll you
Only for the things ya had
I just think its so sad

[Hook:]Get dem haters out your circle
Smile in your face but all they wanna do is bring ya down
See them try to mess to hurt you
And work you
Anything to bring ya down
[Verse 2:]They keep evil thoughts in their hearts (what you dont know)
You can't let them knock your hustle
Not letting them know how much you struggle
They turn green with envy when your on top
And dem heart is full with strife
Their by gonna try to take your life
[Hook:]

[Bridge:]Ya know they talk about ya and they tell the lies
Dont be fooled u betta recognize
They not there for you
They dont care for you
Trust me cuz i know its true
Ya see they smile in your face and make ya think they down
Then they turn against you when your not around
Its just jealousy and dishonesty
So hold on to your sanity

2008-08-27T20:10:00.003+08:00

Gosh.Unbelievable. I almost cant believe it myself.
U noe what is it??
Its PREEELIMMS!
Tomorrow last dayy!yippee.
I think im gonna like jump up and down like a monkey but nooo
Os still got. Cant celebrate yet. Jeeez. Been like staying back evryday
at school till like late afternoon although I finish like what 9am - 10?
Well, thats ma life. Im homeless in SG. I have to wait for my dear bro.

But heh, still got time to escape to TM like almost evrytime after exam.
Sorta like de-stressing for me and my classmates.heh. I still havent got mai's present. Haish. Nad's pulak coming up. Stress gue. Cant wait for Puase though.
Im goin back KAMPONG BABY!!!

Lalalala...only one more exam to go man...then its teachers day and theeeeeeennn
HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSS! whoope-dee-doo!
Went to search for songs..they come out so fast like bullets! Now i got all of dem oredy...
Ok peeps who want to have a GOOD LAUGH and seriously a hilarious one go to youtube n type indian thriller with english subtitles!!!!!! My blog became stubborn and I couldent put the vid here. dang it.

Well I cant sit here for long can I? This year is so rushing!!! Evrything must fast fast fast...well end of school is nearing already m gonna be outta school in a few months. Ill miss my juniors and friends. But hey, we gotta go rite?

Haishhh...i want to change ma blog skin but im sooo lazyyyyyyyy...nvm. another tyme maybe. I really got to get my butt moving to study. Hungry too. Gonna fulfill me stomach.

I am officially demented and disturbed. Currently in disturbia.

2008-08-11T11:39:00.003+08:00

HELLO BLOG.
IM BACK AGAIN.
Been a long time since a blog. Kinda lazy to blog anymore since i come home late evrydae. But now since i got the oppurturnity, I'll hit my blog.

Didnt go school on friday. Why? cuz it was only 2 hours n i was 100% lethargic+feverish+stuck nose+phlegm+bad cough which thus equals to SICK. Though im feeling better now I cant taste any sweetness in anything. Sweets taste like medicine with flavour and drinks arent nice at all.My tongue is practically white! Im miserable cuz my precious tasebuds are affected!!!=(

My cough is still phlegmy...and i dunno how am I going to get this out. Currently revising work, and that maybe hard for some to believe but yes, hanisah is revising!

Masyhur came the other day with khaldad n khala with AK. AK is soooo masyalllllah! hes the sweetest little baby but alwi is also a sweet one. I cant decide whos better. Doesnt matter anyways=) Just happy enough to get to see them.

TOMORROW IS RESULTS DAY!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!
okay okay. gotta be calm n cool. Its just malay. Hopefully Ill get what I want. Insyallah=)

Okayys. Mai's and Nad's bdae comin' up. Must save!!!!

HAPPPPPY BDAE!

2008-07-16T21:49:00.002+08:00

HAPPPY BDAEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SHAFIQ~!!!!

SIXTEEN~WHOOP!

celebrated at the canteen during lunchtime..brought the cake down as discreetly as possible n just plonked it down for him*credits to mai for the cake choosing!!*

He was like practically shaking like when mai was when she came to school 4r oral n red in the face la..no reason why? probably too shocked hehe...

POLAR CAKE! dee-licious man..chocolate mousse mmmm..too bad no pic...if not all will be drooling oredy hehehehe...

then carmen starting singing bdae song n we all joined in like making such a LOUD commotion la...until like practically everyones head was turned..thats 408 for you ya...we're LOUD!

hehehe...then a few little noti peeps go on n smear his face with cream..hhehehehe..after dat went to FNN room to give mdm lina a piece of the cake...then shafiq go wash his face then WHAMMMMMMMM. Kenneth went n splashed him with water!! until his back became totally soaked. Luckily I was far, if not...habis la gua!!

THen had some Adam Khoo thingy..about road safety..the norm..road safety n blablabla...then went back to class for STAR lesson...which mrs cho briefed us about STUDENT LEARNING FESTIVAL which takes place next monday!!! whooohooo! its gonna be darn fun sia... we get to DUNK TEACHERS!!!! YIPPEEE!
revenge gonna be SWEET man! *muahahahhahahahahah* gonna be all sorts of things like olympic trail n blazing trail n so on..darn fun man! BUT MR EE will def give a 10 min speech. not like anyone will listen to him anyway.

He tried to give us a brainteaser in the morning! cuz he was fascinated by some sec1 kid who gave him one... like what the *TOOT*?...nobody paid attention n jus continued to read newpapers!heheheh.

Hanged out wif clarisse n fifi while waiting 4r mado..we were like commenting about teachers faces at the notice board cuz there is a photo of evry staff in the skoool...then started gossiping..then had to go home.BUMMER.

but Im like-oh-so-cannot-wait for the STL 2008!

2008-07-06T12:43:00.002+08:00

Lalalalalala...

Sports day just passed on Friday.....so sadddddd cannot run!

can watch only cuz my leg hurt...

a whole lesson of skipping! ape tak!

also im not tht active lor..

Watched movie Honey yesterday...cool movie! I like the dancing.

It was soooo grooooveey!!!

Yap yap...shaun became a hippo for the blue house...sho cute and funny!!

hehehehehe..

currently researching on paper glider...

got some ongoing inter school competition..hope my class wins!

we're being backed by some useful brains!

My MT oral is OVERR!!!!!!yipeee! hehe. topic was tekanan. haish. tergagap sikit sehh. hope i passed with flying colours. at least i wasnt tht nervous la. someone i know was practically shaking!hehehehehe......well the teachers were Ok la...

now only one more to go EL oral....=)

Tried to make a paper glider again.i failed =( well can alwaes try again.heh. watched ayat ayat cinta again..fahri and aysha sooo ala ding ding! heheh..i wanted to watch the THS: fall of amy winehouse on E! news and britney spears fall from grace but they can always play over n over again...no prob..now i think there are new episodes laaa eh for Kimora Lee's Life in The Fab Lane....ming and aoki lee are soooo cute...=D

Im Sick.didnt go to school for 2 days.heh.a little break taken by me.

2008-06-12T15:30:00.005+08:00

Whaddya get when you put all of this 2gether-gether?

LETHARGIC+FEVER+FLU+SORE THROAT= SICKKKK!!!

argh.irritating.

my nose is blocked too haaaaaaaaaa.

welll. what to do.

OMG. school is gonna open=(

Both happy and sad.

Sad cuz cannot relax anymore, happy cuz there's actually sumwhere to go!

hehehehe.

gosh art is like soooooo killing me.

N yeay...Im cured about 95% lah...

Ok lah tu...been doing some maths practice getting ready for schoolcuz it gonna open in a few days time!!!!

Checked out some perez hilton stuff, hes really got some scoop!

Im like in LOVE with songs, i MUST hear some of it lor like really really..

IM like SUPERBLY DEAD for ART if i dont finish in time haish....

goddamn time flies by like SO FAST.

need a new schoolbag.my zipp broke=(

i soooooooooo need to be serious! ive been slacking for quite abit n all cuz im doing art laaa...hai..

Ok peeps.Stomach is rumbling.Wanna go get some food.

Only the beginning.

2008-05-09T23:03:00.003+08:00

Im like soooooooooooooooooo ahhhhhhh....
can relak again heheheheh now thats SA1's overrr but its like only the beginning.
onyl after O levels have passed then yes ill breathe more easily....
ive liek been slackin the wholeeeeeeee day...
reallly reallly relak ah....
heeheee....
just now abit late go JB...950 tk datang pulak....
n sofiaaaaaaaaa came but i couldent meet her =(
haishhhh. sooooo gotta prepare myself physically and mentally...
its been kinda intense lor...
oh yea 4got one teeny bit of info.....our class won the first place for inter class decor....cool rite!
its kinda old news but yahhh...150 baby!
laalalal..chatted wit huda on e way home...
was toking abt N...
klakar seyyy......n i got to chat wif RENUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!
=)sometimes i dunno why people portray 2 diff kind of images. wierd.
oh wad the hell. pasal dorang lah eyy?!
im hungry!

2008-04-26T20:30:00.004+08:00

llalallllla wahhhh quite long never masuk...
well yesterday went to mdm roziana house to study maths..mai was late!!!
after ending at 12.30 we did maths for a couple of hours...reached math cher hse about 4.15..had to go off at 5.30pm...her twins were soooo cute!!!sofia came back yesterdayyy i was shoooo heppy...she was being rejected twice by the guard but then snuck in when the guard was bz doing something else...heheheheheh..had to leave her cuz wei xin and nad dah tunnggu kat luar...then b4 that on thursday was released from class at 12pm...cuz counscilors and PSLs were going wif all sec1s to support the takraw boys against changkat changi but oh well ccsec won....watever la ehhh...kept on cheering until tired sehh..then when i went to sat down with suryani n ain they lovve to poke me sooo much cuz i yelp like a kucing they said. well not only them lahh others oso. haishhh im sooooooo kacaueable! dah nasib kannnn...then b4 then on wednesday during english 4 periods when ms lee never come mr eee came in the middle of it n lucky sehh he never saw mai's mp3 i was listening to..if not habis kene.but damn funny lah mr ee...jero jero jero lahh wad the hell was he toking...thus became thys??!! then he described the rubbish on my class floor as elephant shit hahahahah...let the lephant die in the rubbish bin! LOLS THATS so funny sia....

B4 i go off...i really have to say i miss this one "person" alott....well its almost like one lahhh..technically its my parrot Lora it died days back..i miss it soooo much...its like the baby of the family...*sniff* no more umi calls =( i miss u lora!!! u have made me happy n there was never a dull moment with you my little parrot frend. Never any regrets of taking care of you since you were out from the egg.

ok going to go mug.
tilll then.

2008-04-12T17:49:00.004+08:00

Lalalalallala

lemmme make a confession:DAVID COOK IS THE GREATESTTTT!

hahas.

Yesterday was sooooooooooooo tiring la the speech day but the parade was fun to watch=)

therye gonna haf another one on tues.

like ergh.if they need me im sooooooo gonna think twice.

cannot get enough of his billie jean song so addicted n stuck in my head.... its soooo nice"billie jean is not my loverrrrrrrr she just a girl who said iiiiiiii am the oneeee". mugged over chem for a few hrs i tink.

planning to start on another sub soon.

and maisarah pls pls plsssssssssss get a cbox fast!

n yes u were rite. we all were stoned.mayeb u shuld haf become the speaker.

i wanna change ma blogskin soon.

wanted to upload some pics but lazy b4...now u can have a peek!

me n bro madooo..he imitated my laughter!!

Me when kecikkkkkk

Promoting NIVEA products...lols..come come die die must buy!

BOOOO!

sis looking at me with a deranged look.

i think she wanst to kill me cuz she needs to do her reports due.

Lalalalalal.now evryones home!yey!

Now can finally hold my home singing intercompetition btween siblings!!lols.

i am sooooooooooo mepek la.

2008-04-09T21:19:00.002+08:00

Lalalallala,
wah not badddddddddddd...
didnt blog for quite a nummberrrrrrrr of days.
since the laptop has been like overruled by older sibs, can finally use to research my artists n blogggggg.
the endurance of bein the youngest haisssssssh.
maisarah made a bloggy!
ok where did that come from but yeah she made one.About time. heh. but shes busy though.
doing on speaker stuff for SS. Carmen wants it by tomolo. Shes enthu about it i am too=)
shes emcee for investiture tomorrow too. Go Carmen! hehe.so cute la she, being first time on stage.
getting tired like evrydayyyyy.what not, having to rise up sooo early. guess i just have to endure it.
i misss amannnnnnn!i wanna pinch his cheeks=D!!!!!!!so cute!

2008-03-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

Lalalalalalas.
today is such a breeze 4 muah.
umi n abah are sooo funny i love them both too much.:D
cleaning up rooom cuz its like a dumpster.kekeke.
then gonna go mugging. i seriously need to make more mindmaps.
tralalalalals.gosh its sooo funny.

2008-03-26T19:35:00.004+08:00

yay..baru balik!!
lethargic arhh..Just got back home.lols.didnt i just say that?
Lols. Hanisah youre so slow.tsk tsk.
Made my own lipgloss and body cream.
Got the lipgloss but where on earth is the body cream?
tsk tsk.forgetful me. the seniors who were helping there were nice ppl,
since they helped us and evryting. Its was kinda funy, cuz Maisarah couldent stop swiveling in those movable stools. Then since the chair could be adjusted, we went up down up down and played...hehes.
Mr Ng was also there, idna awkward cuz hes a physics teacher and we're all about chemistry and he doesnt know much. poor teacher. then the lady who was like sort of teaching us gave a little 'makeover' to me. I dont know why the toot evryone was so darn interested at me being put on make-up, like they've never seen tons of other people do it b4. Staring at me like im some kind of speciman or sumthing. hishh. i felt so nervous and malu. then carmen go n take photo. haiyooooooo.nape lahhhhh. its just a little makeup, why be so enthusiastic bout it?
kinda cried my eyes out just now. all cuz i never expected some people that I know would actualli think of me like this. They're the ones who're changing.Not me.I feel that being nice is worthless. But im too nice and friendly. Dunno why. I just cannot stop.But nobody except for some ppl kinda noe how im feelign inside.I guess they dont too. Nobody cares to be in my shoes and look from my point of view or perspective. Nobody.All they know is to assume,assume and assume with no evidence or proof. Insults being thrown, yet when they ask Im not given a chance to explain. What kind of freakin shit is this?Tell me?Somebody?Its just sooo fcuking shitty la arh. Its all a whole load of bullshit and crappiness.Seriously. I just feel like given these peeps a good lashing. But i cant be bothered cuz it wastes my precious time. I feel that being caring and nice, to them its just a facade i put on. And Im doubting their sincerity and niceness to me. Why, god, do characters like this exist? I know that i have not done anything wrong so far. Im just being me,myself and I. I guess that beating around the bush is kind of cowardy. No courage to say straight to me. Im so miserable. Im crazy, bubbly and garrolous. Thats me. But deep inside myself, Im hurting badly.Im a very sensitive person. I just wish I can disappear from all of this. Its making me lose focus on my O levels. Even when I study, it penetrates my thoughts. Its kinda like 'belum duduk lunjur dahulu' these people. Thank god there is comedy to keep me entertained as well as studies n homework for me to lure away from these painful things.
Sister's dancing infront of the mirror. I think she tebiat oredy.Lols.
Bye ppl.
Well, i guess this is one of life's challenges.

2008-03-22T17:35:00.002+08:00

just got back from umi's 3rd cuzzin's wedding.
Raining so heavily here...the wedding was kinda wet cuz it was pouring!!
went to the hotel then followed the convoy from there.
Finally met auntie husna and fatim(shes so pretty) n sweet.
im mugging rite now which means im studying.
impossible to belive rite?
me to actually studyy??
hehess.
i misss my anaks sedaras.
wonder where they are now.
have a moaths presentation on Mon.
and im presenting.nobody wants to do it.
and I yang kena. haishhh.
Stupid ants are scampering everywhere. Irritating.
sunddenly an old song came to my head and then i couldent stop playing it
Its called Dont Call Me Baby
Describes me i think.
LYrics are belowww:

[Verse 1]You and me, we have an opportunity
And we could make it something really cool
But you, you think I'm not that kind of girl
I'm here to tell you baby,
I know how to rock your world

[Bridge]Don't think that I'm not strong
I'm the one to take you on
Don't underestimate me boy
I'll make you sorry you were born
You don't know me
The way you really should
You sure misunderstood
[Chorus]Dont' call me baby
You got some nerve, and baby that'll never do
You know I don't belong to you
It's time you knew I'm not your babyI belong to me, so
Don't call me baby
[Verse 2]Behind my smile is my IQI must admit,
this does not sit, with the likes of you
You're really sweetMmm, you're really nice
But didn't mama ever tell you not to play with fire?
[Bridge][Chorus][Verse 1 again][Bridge][Double chorus]

Love this song!

2008-03-20T21:52:00.002+08:00

Tralalalas.
Im so blank.
Daily headaches are raging from weak to bad to worse.
Depends on my brain's mood.
wierd.
feel so sorry for my fren...
he's fine though...
im so worried when i heard wad happened...
alhamdullilah hes ok..
class wouldent be the same if something were to happen.
i hope insyallah nothing like this event will EVER happen again.
Not to the ones I cherish truly.
NO matter whadever they say i dont care.
Sometimes the facade that i put on really fool ppl.
I can be a good actress hehes.
action jer eh.
sooo cannot wait for the cosmeticeuticals course on next wed.
Cool!

2008-03-14T20:32:00.002+08:00

Lalalaaa...
dunno why...just felt like blogging again..haish...some mood of mine just popped up like
POP! sooo lame kan...
chatted with sum1 todae....
had a nice chat though...
very nice person though.
want to stay in touch.
waited for me to be able to chat wif thru a fren.
shweet kan.
heees.
oh god im sooooooooooooo suppose to be muggggggggggggging.
but im like half doing it.
I MUST WAKE UPPPPPPP!
god, i feel like screaming.
Looking at the container containing my cookies...
dah tinggal sikit!
wahhh i tak tau lau pulak.
hehes.

2008-03-14T19:30:00.003+08:00

Looking at my bestie's pic,
i suddenly wanna dedicate a msg to my dear renu.

Renu, my dear girl, i hope you're doing fine in that country of yours.Im sorry I haven sent you any letters yet... Im bz...theres so much in my life i wanna express n tell you everything...but its all down in writing...long distance cant stop bestfriends can it?
Dear, what I wanna say is that I wanna thank you soo much for being there for me throughout the 2 years we spent together. To stick with me through thick and thin. Thanks for being a fren, a momentary enemy, a verbal diary, a special person who will always have a place in my heart.
Although I only managed to spend time with you for a few days last year when you came back,
its still so fresh in my mind those hilarious memories tht I never will throw or push aside.
I just hope the best for you and that no matter what, we're still bestfriends.
Remember those funny words u thot me? I hope to learn so much more...n even though you've have teased me n been the cause of a few embarassing events...even when we fought, I always always never hoped for you to go away cuz there is only ONE person like you. One, soul one live, one personality, one character. I would also like to express my gratitude for those wonderful gifts u brought me.
I hope that you'll find all the euphoria u ever can.
Keep on shining beautiful gal!
You my one truly bestie.=)

ATTENTION all BESTIES! Never ever ever leave your best friend/s cuz they're the only ones who really understand you! They're that fill the space in your soul. A best friend/s can understand evrything thta a normal friend could not. They can tell when something is right or wrong, they can see through you. No matter how much you fight, patch up quickly cuz u noe that she/he is sumone u can really trust. And when they go somewhere and ure not able to meet them like before, u truly understand their value of being a best friend.

2008-03-14T19:05:00.003+08:00

im backs.
wahhhh.
wanted to post on tues abt malay oral but ...circumstances wise..
haishh..
the connection haywire again..
i was like shoo happpy on tuesday cuz i got a pretty good comment for my Malay oral
from ms nurul....
thats whyyyyyyyyyyyyy...
hehehes...
i baked vanilla sugar cookies a few dayys back...supposed to be plain coloured..
bt i thought it looked so borign so to spice the appearance up i added a dash of pink!
hehe become pink cookies already.
aiyoo.
present budak tuu pon i belum habis.
haishh.
i hope this good start will keep on lasting until the end of O levels...although if possible thruout my life...
whoppee...nxt wk is EL week...
can enter the competitons oredy.. yay...
alriites.
tata.

2008-03-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

Yay...i finally have surpassed My EL Oral todayy.....
Firstly I would like to apologize to Mai...cuz i didnt wait wait for you liek you asked me to.
My dad was there already. Would have loved to accompany you guys but sorry.
And Jeng jeng jeng....
Dreading Malay oral pulakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk esokk...
n i got ms nurul!
I hope shes nice but I think its betta that you get a teacher that you dun really know rites
cuz O level u wont know whos the cher whose takign ya for oral....
Am I right?
welll, the passage wasnt really that hard...its the picture that i stuttered abit on!
eeyaaaaaaaaaaa.
Hope i wont do the same 4 tomorrow.
This is suppose to be March Hols u noe.
Mugging and lazing periodddddddd.
Oh well.
This is suppose to be beneficial rite?rite?
oh well.
whad to do.

2008-03-09T18:18:00.006+08:00

What A day...

Sort of lethargic today taking care of my baby cuzzin.

Just got back from a wedding. Dreading tomorrow EL oral....have to wake up early...

eeeyoh....

I have this new song called Save Your Breath by Lisa Lavie. Shes superduperrrr.

Save Your Breath, I know the story
Ive heard a million time before,

Go read the letters that I wrote,

They're scattered on your floor

Im sitting here patiently, thinking I have to let you go

I already know what you're gonna say,

Heard it a million time before

Don't wanna hear it anymore,
It's time I let you go,

Save Your Breath,as you can see

There's no more fooling me,no no

I stayed up thinking till late last night,

Till I saw the morning light, I was...

Sitting here patiently, thinking I have to let you go,

I already know what you're gonna say,

I've heard it a million times before,

Don't wanna hear it anymore,

It's time I let you go.

I wanted to spend the rest of time with you,

But now we're through,

Why do you say that you love,say that you need me,just because you see,

There's nothing you can do or say to make me wanna, Stay......

Sitting here patiently, thinking I have to let you go,

I already know what you're gonna say,

I've heard it a million times before,

Don't wanna hear it anymore,

It's time I let you go.

Why I tried to be by your side. You just denied.

I know what you're gonna say. Yeahhh,Ohhhh yeah.

Yahh...so thats the lyrics arh.

below some pics for fun, joy,and laughterrrrr....

A glint in my eye.....

This babe cuzzin of mine went back just now
*SNIFFS*

Miss my bestie here..:(

Black..white...black..white...whad more can i say??

Toodles people!

2008-03-08T19:33:00.003+08:00

Haishh..so long i never blogged...changed my skin...
Today is like maybe one of the most enticing day for me..cuz my uncles n grandmama is here :D
But i dun get to see my baby cuzzie ahmad masyhur...hopefully ill get to see that little boy tomorrow at my 2nd cousin's wedding..
I have got EL Oral N MT Oral...must do my best..like really..this year is seriously all work no PLay....
If not when you get the fruit n you peel its rotten inside...which is whad i do not want.certainly Not my wish.
I soooooooooooooo Have to improve. Not just say cuz talk is cheap.
Tralalas...I have got throbbing headaches evryday and they vary from weakest to strongest. How nice.
Well not alot of ppl are online probably cuz Its a Saturday night maybe've gone to catch a movie out of somethin.
my uncle is so hilarious...
always mention hong kong no othr place...lols.
gotta go help mum with setting the table yahs.
wahhhh watching Bewitched.
masyhur has finally come.Yippee.

2008-01-14T19:32:00.001+08:00

Wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
its been so long sehhh since i blogged...=D
finally got the guts to start agains...
got motivational workshop tomorrow..wana see how it goes,inshallah evrything will go smoothly tomorrrow...
hopefully...
I wanna PASS MY O'S!WITH FLYING COLOURS!
wad shafiq said about tht B**** was SOO GODDDAMN true!
gosh.im too nice.
darn. but shes my pri sch mate.
gotta start keeping it low.
and pay attention more.
that dude adam khoo better be good.
i need to stock up on SWEETS.
btu too much is bad fer your system.
HAISHHHHHHHH!
supercalifragilisticexpealidocious!euphoricmelancholicchocolatebelligerentchauvinisticemoinnocousomnibuscrazydemented!
WADDEHELLAMIBLUBBERINGABOUT?!!!

2007-12-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

3 more days...drumroll......
SCHOOL OPENS.
wow.
how fast.

HOW AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2007-10-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

half of me & mai & nad & shahul

totally caught unawares tengah raya kat rumah shahul

Shafiq & Nadiah at the East coast beach..SO WINDYYY!!

Ma buds Shafiq n Maisarah in da bus on da way to East Coast..

ARRRRRR....
haishhh...
went raya ing with maii,nad,fiq,inna,khai,zul,khairul,shahul,z..
seriously loads of fun..
as i unfortunately wore white on that day i kene ejek giler!
irritaing!
but they were funny..
and maii was crapping all the way..dunno whads wiff her..demam kot..HAHAS.

still waiting for shafiq to give me the pics...then can put here....HAISH...
had to go home early from inna's house..

2007-10-22T19:00:00.000+08:00

oh mi godd!
its beeeenn like a month plus since i last blogged.
that really like wow.
oh gosh where to start...finally went to sschool after pontenging one week...hehehehs...
rayas been great so far and my darlign friends too...
i felt so arghhh when my friends had fun todae wished i had went along...
the bloddy bus 18 was late!!!!!!!!!
and how nice.
my november is PACKED!!!
=(
november is filled with ceremonies and camps and classes.
urgh.

2007-09-14T18:32:00.000+08:00

haish. dah ramadhan already.so fast.
next thing ya know itll be the last day and den raya come already. And nearing the end of 2007. so fast felt like it was january last month.aiyooos.
selamat berbuka ppl!

2007-09-10T18:13:00.000+08:00

wahhhh..so long i tak postt!!
like soo long lah...like decades ago..
anyways..today was the first day of school for me after a week of hols. Didnt feel liek a holiday with the moving house and stuff,but did go out last Wed with they all to Pasir Ris Park to cycle. Was loads of fun.Had to go off early so sad=(
Lost my beloved long-lost black hat again and after endless hours and minutes of searching in mu cupboard.
There was this HUGE grasshopper in my room for like 2 freakin days! It hopped here and there, and I freaked out evry single time it hopped cuz it hops pretty loud with a landing thud even from the living room could be heard. It was so WIERD! How on EARTH could a grasshopper enter my room on the ninth floor somemore,and I did some research on it heheh..and ironically found it it occurs mainly throughout US and Canada. A major pest crop somemore. Whad on earth was it doing in SIngapore? Lost little fellow maybe. But it was big and scary cuz it isnt everyday you get a two striped grasshopper in your bedroom. Its length is like you spreading your hand out and btween your index and thumb finger.
HUGE aite?!
BUT
thank good ness it went out the window and plunged into nowhere. Culd finally sleep in peace now w/o having to worry abt it.
Watched Ratatouille yesterdae.
Noura's mum blanja.
She was sooooooooooo nice and noura was sooo cute=)
i thank them both=)

2007-08-18T20:43:00.000+08:00

SO SIANNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
Wahlao...went for student council investiture todae..supposed to be at 9am...but I came 35 mins late.LOL. It was Games day for the uniform groups so the parade square was totally packed with my school and other school students. Then saw Tuminah and Zahira..spraying some hairspray on each othr. Tuminah was SPRAYING away like nobodys business on zahira's hair even though z was whining away.hehes.
Chatted for abit, then made my way to the hall where the rehearsal thingy was taking place. Late oredy still can take my own sweet time sia. Hehes. Purposedly woke up late like 8pm+ then laggg alll the way. THen i joined the other counscillor peeps on stage. It was already like a quarter to ten. Then rehearsed the whole thing like so many times sehhh. Then suddenly, ms rahayu like get angry angry all that. WHAT sia. anyhow onie. We all like WTF??!!
Rehearsal also like wad. Evrytime tukar tukar the seating arrangement. WHAT IS THIS??
finally todae they settled sumthing. If not, i SERIOUSLY dunno wad to sae.
Then,ms rahayu finally released us at 11pm++. So much for 11pm sharp.JEEEEEZ.
Then followed dil, qilah kirin n farhana go Mac afghan. Sofia was being merepek but she couldent follow us.SO SAD sia.

Then after we all bought some stuff, go sit one corner behind TECC.
then after we all eat, one go one corner and puffed away. Then, one puff beside me. Not wanting to be rude, i didnt say anything cuz i cannot tahan the smell that much. Headache ar. I hate the smell.
Then we all go separatte wayys then go HOME.
shits.
only 5 weeks or so to DOOM xxamz.

2007-08-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

OMG...stress has been eating me!
sheeshhhhhhhhhh....
like mad sia...gt rehearsal tmr...aiya...9am..
of all days pick a SATURDAY!
Dammit.

2007-08-13T19:24:00.000+08:00

Wahh todae so siannnnnnn!
rehearsal macam aper sehh...macam a tempelling seh muker orteg tu..........menyampah!!!!!!!!!!
all my other frens pun like tak suke...
like wat sehh..
i think koko also was right..wrong choice for pres of SC ahh..
attitude macam haprak...
wonder y he left in the middle of the rehearsal...
soo..
so far ok ahh todae..
ate wif dorothea n shafiq after sch...
then b4 that mrs cho had us do this grade target thinghy..

2007-08-08T14:56:00.000+08:00

National Day celebrations was OK.
hmmm..
but the gift was pretty nice a digital-calender-date-pen holder.
quite alot in one eh?
but its nice ahh...
metallic silver colour...
then the old folks came..guided through the school..then went to watch the performance in the hall...funny and crazy sehh the actors..
safe to say its was nice ahh...
then sanjay was so nice to hantar me...cuz I didnt quite know my way back...so nice=)
thanks dude!
then thats all ah...

2007-07-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps!

Wahlao. Feel so tired. down with flu and fever. Haiyoo... Felt like no energy when I came to school but at the end of the day i Felt better after takign panadol. My dudes made me feel better as well, making me laugh like crazy:))espically during phy, english n STAR lesson..hehes....Shafiq was soo dirty-minded when tokign about Mrs Cho..about...um..i think its better i keep mum about it..hehe..but funny ar...
:))Also, teachers dae is coming nearer...we all like dunno what to do ..somemore with the interclass competition and tchers dae to do both!!
toking to shafiq.....nothign betta to do ...asking me to view his blog...hehe..cakap org yg suka prasan kan?hehe...ok, im toking crap here. Heehee.
Played tug - of -war with a newspaper roll with shafiq,nadiah dorothea and shahul. I beat Shahul so easily!Hahas,even a sick person could beat him.Hehe, ape tak, hes light and puny.Hehe...jahat eh I nie.
Got maths hmwrk. Mr Mauritian Idol kasi. Aiyoooooo.
I hope Mrs Ng will return to sch fast.We need her!The class needs her!

2007-07-26T17:34:00.001+08:00

Finally...DTS are history!!
Sho happy:)
BUt didnt study dat well for it..worried abit....
got a lecture on life 2dae.
Kept thinking about it again and again.
And its true u see, we always dont want to take full advantage of what is right infront of us,instead, we slack off and dont care about it.About anything actually. We are growing older day by day, only later when we are adults only then we realise what we could've done during our teen years to improve ourselves. But its too late to regret then. Cuz we didnt want to take full oppurturnity. The solution is simple. Change our attitudes.

2007-07-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

Omg...thank goodness my malay oral is over!!
gagap sia dpn cikgu...she said i read too softly???!!
when im like the total opposite!!!
hahas...
the waiting was so long...
alot of us was like so gabra!!!
ANyways im glad its over:)

2007-07-16T18:16:00.001+08:00

Your Values Profile

Loyalty:

You value loyalty a fair amount.
You're loyal to your friends... to a point.
But if they cross you, you will reconsider your loyalties.
Staying true to others is important to you, but you also stay true to yourself.

Honesty:

You don't really value honesty.
You do value getting your way, no matter what.
And if a little lying is required to do that, no problem.
A few white lies never hurt anyone (at least, that's what you tell yourself!)

Generosity:

You don't really value generosity.
Your needs always come first, no matter what.
And you'll possibly help someone else out...
But only if it helps you in return.

Humility:

You don't really value humility.
You don't have much to be humble about!
And you might as well promote yourself, because no one else will.
You're a pretty special person, and you let everyone know it.

Tolerance:

You value tolerance highly.
Not only do you enjoy the company of those very different from you...
You do all that you can to seek it out interesting and unique friends.
You think there are many truths in life, and you're open to many of them.

The Five Factor Values Test

2007-07-16T15:40:00.001+08:00

My eyes...exactly what they are..brown..

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom

What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

True.

You've Experienced 4% of Life

You have the life experience of a young teenager - which means there's a lot of life in front of you.
And if you are past your teen years, you probably have some catching up to do!

How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

I havent changed much.good.

You've Changed 44% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.

How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Happiness.

You Are 52% Happy

You're definitely a happy person, even though you have your down moments.

You tend to get the most out of life, though there's always some more happiness to be squeezed.

How Happy Are You?

Interesting.

Your Uncommon Name Is:

Cayla Ardelia Shiflet

What Very Uncommon Name Should You Have?

My English!

Your English Skills:

Spelling: 60%
Grammar: 40%
Punctuation: 20%
Vocabulary: 0%

Does Your English Cut the Mustard?

You Are a Strawberry Jelly Bean

You love yourself for who you are, critics be damned! You know you don't have to take risks to make life more interesting. It's good enough as is.

What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?

How skeptical i am really?

You Are Very Skeptical

Your personal motto is: "Prove it."
While some ideas, like life after death, may seem nice...
You aren't going to believe them simply because it feels good.
You let science and facts be your guide... Even if it means you don't share the beliefs of those around you.

How Skeptical Are You?

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ISTP)

Your personality type is reserved, methodical, spirited, and intense.

Only about 6% of all people have your personality, including 3% of all women and 8% of all men
You are Introverted, Sensing, Thinking, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Your Beauty Element is Water

Feminine and dreamy, your beauty style is classic and very vintage.
But you never look out of style! You have a way of making classic looks modern again.

What's Your Beauty Element?

WHat my name means.

What Sharifah Hanisah Means

S is for Sweet

H is for Hardworking

A is for Articulate

R is for Rare

I is for Inspirational

F is for Fabulous

A is for Abstract

H is for Hardworking

H is for Hardworking

A is for Alluring

N is for Naughty

I is for Impressive

S is for Savvy

A is for Adaptable

H is for Honest

What Does Your Name Mean?

Right or Left.

You Are 35% Left Brained, 65% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

A very good girl.hahas.

You Are a Very Good Girl

You are 90% Good and 10% Bad

You're a perfect angel - almost impossibly so

Don't you ever feel like being a little bad?!?

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Yipee!

Your Inner Pop Princess Is Kelly Clarkson

"Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I'd just stare out my window
Dreaming of what could be"

No doubt about it, you have star quality. Might just take a while to get there.

Who's Your Inner Pop Princess?

Wah.SOmewhat describes me.

You Are Avril Lavigne!

A bit hardcore on the outside...
But sweet and sensitive on the inside.
"It's a damn cold night
Trying to figure out this life"

Who's Your Inner Rock Chick?

What happen when I was born?

In 1992 (the year you were born)

George H.W. Bush is president of the US

Hurricane "Andrew" becomes the most costly in US history with $20 billion worth of damage

Arkansas Governor Bill Clinton is elected President of the United States

Riots break out in Los Angeles after police are acquitted in the Rodney King case

An "Earth Summit" is held in Brazil to address global environmental problems

Jay Leno replaces Johnny Carson as host of the Tonight Show on NBC

George H. W. Bush becomes ill on a visit in Japan and vomits on the Japanese Prime Minister

Mike Tyson goes on trial charged with raping a 1991 Miss Black America Contest contestant

Amy Fisher, the "Long Island Lolita," is arrested for shooting Mary Jo Buttafuoco on the front porch of her home

Toronto Blue Jays win the World Series

Washington Redskins win Superbowl XXVI

Pisstburgh Penguins win the Stanley Cup

Aladdin is the top grossing film

"End of the Road" by Boyz II Men spends the most time at the top of the US charts

Mad About You and The Real World premiere

Sailor Moon premieres on TV Asahi in Japan

What Happened the Year You Were Born?

2007-07-16T15:40:00.000+08:00

Nothing to do...so took some tests...

You Are 29% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts.
Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

What Eye colored WOman r u reely?

Your Inner Eye Color Is Blue

You've got the personality of a blue eyed women
You're intense and expressive - and always on the go
You've also got a sweet, playful side - which draws men in

What Color Eyed Woman Are You Really?

My Russian Name:)

Your Russian Name Is...

Lilia Irina Popov

What's Your Russian Name?

My 1950s name.

Your 1950s Name is:

Holly Rhonda

What's your 1950s Name?

My "italiano"name.

Your Italian Name Is...

Lychorinda Russo

What's Your Italian Name?

Hehes.Im a vampire superheroine.

You Are Buffy the Vampire Slayer

"We saved the world. I say we have to party."

What Superheroine Are You?

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.
You often find yourself on the outside looking in.
Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.

You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

ifi were an average american,

Your Average American Name Is...

Cynthia Ann Wright

What's Your Average American Name?

My 2005 song.

Your 2005 Song Is

Don't Cha by the Pussycat Dolls

"Dont cha wish your girlfriend was hot like me
Dont cha wish your girlfriend was a freak like me"

What happens in 2005, stays in 2005!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

Your Old Fashioned Name Is...

Sybil Blennerhayset

What's Your Old Fashioned Name?

A NAtural.

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

2007-07-16T15:17:00.000+08:00

I wanna try being much more,in fact very much more quieter,cold and bitter.Also, not smile more. It would be nice for a change.

Went to the URA Gallery and The Supreme Court just now. The URA gallery was very high-tech and bce. Mostly all about SIngapore and the history. There was a whole map of SIngapore with real miniature buildings. Took alot of pictures.
Then we went to the Sumpreme Court.
Had to go through a security check.Cameras were not allowed. So Poor Nadiah had to leave it at the security point. As I was being scanned,the metal detector beeped at my pocket.It was my sweet! Even my gula2 wasnt spared.hahas.
Went into one of the court room. Saw alot of lawyers befoe that. Was a very mordern and high tech place.
Then sat at one of the lawyers big black spinning chairs. Only no one sat at the judge's seat of course. Halfway thru, the lights went off. Didnt noe hu touched donno what..so our tour guide had to elaborate about the law in the dark. Very interesting actually. One thing that suprised me was that you can actually attend a court hearing at any time. Even if you didnt noe hu it was or what it is about. You can just enter and sit and be a kpo.Lols.
Maisarah,shafiq and nadiah were nonsensical.
They kept on making hantu faces and booing each other like mad.Siao!So funny.
Then after that, finally the lights went on and the tour guides kept on elaborating about the court.
After that, we went om till the top of the supreme court. The view was like SOO BREATHTAKING!!SO NICE! Actually wished that we could have taken pictures, but restricted. so sedih!! if u stand at the edge of the floor, u feel like u going to fall liek that. But that was plexiglass but still u feel like that was no support. From the top view my class could see the SIngapore river, the old supreme court,the NDP stadium that is still in the making, the esplanade and of course. The gigantic ferris wheel.

Also, the escalator is like a sensor. When no one rides th escalator, it doesnt move, but the moment your feet touches the platform, it moves.Kinda cool!

Then we all went back to school and gave Shafiq his birthday present. After that we all went to KFC to makan. Shafiq opened his presents theere. Jovin gave him a small torchlight and a wallet while i,mai n nad gave him card and a photo frame with a picture of all of us together while we were at the Chinese Garden on Saturday.
He was so touched. Im happy for him.

Then , home I went.

2007-07-12T22:13:00.000+08:00

Hahah.
Today was soooooo fun.
THey were soooo funny in the F&N room.
Cannot stand Shahul lah.
and Nadiah so fuuny aso...such a big fan of peaches!
Took this test.

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Also,my brazillian name,hehes,

Your Sexy Brazilian Name is:

Joelma Sarahyba

What's Your Sexy Brazilian Name?

My Baby Celebrity Name.I have nothing to do.

Your Celebrity Baby Name Is...

Sistene Leelee

What's Your Celebrity Baby Name?

WHat AGe do I reeely act?

You Are 21 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

What Age Do You Act?

2007-07-10T17:30:00.000+08:00

What a day.
Ive been listening to songs as well as trying to be more quiet in class.
Dunt wanna be rowdy.
Super bored just now.
Had an evacuaton exercise in school just now, evrybody went to the field...the sun was shining us with its rays with no mercy sehh...can fry egg ahh!!
Should have taken the duty of blocking the staircase sehh...no need to go into the field..so hot..then got Mr Ee somemore....eyoh....
Followed the guys to afghan to get their stuff for their F&N practical...
Im in Art...so Im starting on a cool but hard depending on what inspiration..fashion...
kk..enough..oredy..wanna go mamam.
Peace outX)

2007-07-01T23:16:00.000+08:00

Omgoshh...attended the MilkRun just now..so damn tired sehh..nak tunggu dier punyer start jer macam 15 minutes..so lecehh...reached home close to 7pm..tu pun abah yang ambik....it was so darn BAHANG!!!!!!!BOs evrywhere....and fiq didnt come!! Thea also...im so gonna like chop off their heads on Tuesday...lols...went to the Great World City Mall...quite big actually..then bought Sorini's chocolate only 2 pieces...but so damn nice!! Sorini's is probably most delicious chocolate Ive ever tasted in a long time besides Cadbury.....

There was seriously thousands of people over there, near Kim Seng Promeade rd.... seriously...and rubbing backs with other sweaty backs...urghhh...then waited for the"Shuttle bus" which apparently didnt come to its location so we took the Shuttle Bus near the Mall...i had nothing to do so I met my friends and confused them with a little of my volcabulary with words liek abberant and pusillanimous..hahah..sure gave maisarah a very confusing time..heehee...

I plan to have a good night's sleep tonight.

2007-06-23T10:17:00.000+08:00

Ahh...its been quite sometime since Ive updated...19 days!!
Long eh...
Oh my gosh...school is like soo near already...its the day after tomorrow...
and im sooo nervous!! Cuz i dunno what will my friends ssay after I cut...k...kkk
cant wait for the opening !!!!
Toodle loooo...

2007-06-04T15:18:00.000+08:00

A beauty,isn't she?

My wonder bed in JB...

My bored terrapin,pin pin..haha..

Mother and daughter:)

Me when I was little in turkey at a restaurant.

2007-06-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

JUst gotten back from JB....
feelin pretty bored...
Need to get new shoes...
and a haircut.

2007-06-01T14:56:00.000+08:00

Wahhh..so long i never update my blog..hahas was bz....
Had my EL Oral Exam on wednesday...the questions was like darn hard lah..
I was like sooo lost....

kkk thats all ffor now.

2007-05-17T21:51:00.000+08:00

OOhhh gosh..its beeen crazzee and boring the past few days..
Whole class got locked out from the class for almost 2 periods
Becuz of what?
because someoONE didnt noe how to take care of the class key...skali kat mane..kat porch jugak...
aiyoooohhh
Class was crazy man..
We all like relak one corner liddat..hahahas...since yesterday my group and Ive been playing this game shafiq told us called "Litle Pregnancy"..quite a lame title..BUT
So damn hilarious lah...espically Shahul..kept on saying pregnant and doing funny hand gestures....
Its been a seriously FUN GAME!!!
Hahhas....its just so fun watchign Shahul and Jovin.and Shafiq too....
These dudes are just damn funny...
Play UNO also want to kecoh..hahahah....
Evrytime we played little pregnancy all of us will just end up with double laughter...hahahahahas...
its been great with them, and
I also dunno what would I have done, if shafiq,maisarah,nadiah,shahul jovin khairul,dorothea and all my other classmates werent in my class...
3e8 has been a great class so far.

2007-05-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

FInally, my exams are overr woooo.....
Been listenign to music and watching fanaa videos(a hindi movie) it was so heartbreaking!! But very nice!Im planning to watch the movie. I love the song Chand Sifarish,ive been listening to it again and again man...
Went to TM yesterday with mai,nad,fiq,theaa,tasha,faeez,ms ang. All went to PizzaHut because thea blanja. Hahahs, we ordered alot sehh..everything all extra..hahahs...then wait for one by one to come took quite some time...but 2 of them didnt actually want to watch movie with us but we get to pujuk dorang to coem along.Hehhehes. Watched Jangan Pandang Belakang.Ader degil nak tngk Spiderman but we watched Jangan Pandang Belakang. Oh yea b4 dat..Ms Ang took our pic together at the fourth level open space. thenw since we booked our tickets for 4++,we still had a little time but they wanted to seat early.So we all went in early..during the movie, the horror movie..OMGOSH...mai cannot keep quiet!She kept on babblign all the way and we kept crapping all the way.Even when the ghost come out, we made funny jokes about it then we burst out in laughter...Hhahaha..School resumes on Tuesday...cool rite?
Got some time to relax..hehehes
At Pizzahut b4 movie..we had to wait for Ms Ang becuz she had just finished school and invigilating classes. Hahahs,everytime Shafiq asks for something its so funny... then 90% of the meal we laughed and laughed.It was a very nice day. WIshed shahul,jovin and khairul could have come. Itll even be more fun. Nevermind there is always a next time..hahahs..then we discussed about our classmates. If you're wondering whose Ms Ang, shes our chem teacher.
Kays dats all peeps!

2007-04-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhhhhhh.......so long I never blogg...well not that long actually..just a week..
Went to the Speech Day rehearsal on Fri. Gosh...so tiring! Have to carry things back and forth, and next Friday is the real day...haizzz....Renu called me on Friday evening. Was damn excited larr!!SHes backk! Haha..went otu with her at 1pm++ met under the block cuz her house is quite near. We had such long stories to tell..then she brought me a few things which was sooooo nice of her!!! Hahah...it was so funny.. and she looks better too....hahas...then we played badminton then sat down and chatted again. then we went to a nearby playground and settled there. After that, we played badminton again..hahas she taught me this Arabian dance whic hI found abit wierd....and seh told me all about her school!!! So cool!!

Haish at about 5pm++ she had to go back cuz its a new year for her....then I went back home of course.

It was so exciting larrr!

Shes going back at the end of May...

2007-04-08T21:18:00.000+08:00

HIsyyy.....
Im feeling so emo right now...
Just saw punithan's and prashanth's friendsters.
I saw the comments.
They were so sad.
I nearly cried my heart out.
Well what can I say.
Im sensitive.
But its obviously they are cherished and will be greatly missed by lots of ppl. Also they will be in alot of ppls hearts forever.
They will always be cherished.
It shows that they have been great frnes to evryone.
May their souls rest in peace.
Doakan sajelah untuk mereka.

2007-04-08T11:10:00.000+08:00

Man...time passes by so fast!!
Tomorrow oredy monday.hisyyyyy. I just heard about the 2 indian guys,punithan and prashanth from evss from a friend yesterday. So sad. Vanished on malam jumaat pulak tuu. Little that they know it was gonna be the last day they saw their school,friends and family and leave them forever...well dah sampai ajal..aper nak buat...itu adalah kehendak Allah. We have no right to stop it. Hishh...I knew who they were but not close...just casual...just saw them at TP on thursday and now theyre gone. Shows that you have to appreciate life and the time you have lived so far.. Must thank God that you didnt go to heaven too early when u complain about your life. To be thankful that you're not the indian boys because u must expect the unexpected. Im sure yuo didnt expect them to pass away at fifteen?! Hmm..im thankful..because your can life can be taken away from you any day and in any way.
I empathise with the family and give my condolences to them.
IF you dont know, here is the news...

Search continues for two boys missing in waters off Pasir Ris Beach
Posted: 06 April 2007 2128 hrs

SINGAPORE: There's still no news of the two teenage boys who went missing in the waters off Pasir Ris Beach on Thursday night.

Police and Singapore Civil Defence Force (SCDF) officers, together with Navy divers, were still searching for the boys at the scene.

Punithan and Senthil, both 15 years old, got lost in strong currents during a swim.

The two boys were last seen struggling in the water, about 100 metres from the shore.

Friends tried to get them back but the waves were just too strong.

SCDF officers were called in around 6pm.

Navy divers joined in the search from 9pm.

The two missing boys were part of a group of East View Secondary School students celebrating a friend's birthday.

They had spent the entire day on the beach before deciding to take a dip in the evening.

"In the late afternoon, they were fishing, running around....and then they started to swim. That worried me. The tide was going up and the whole bunch of them were out there swimming......I also heard a lot of people warning them not to swim but they ignored all that. They were enjoying themselves. I left for a while and when I came back I realised something was wrong," said an eye-witness.

The families and friends of the missing boys have been holding vigil by the beach since Thursday night, hoping for the best. - CNA/ir

Bodies of 2 missing boys found
By Pearl Forss, Channel NewsAsia | Posted: 07 April 2007 1205 hrs

SINGAPORE: The bodies of the two boys who went missing on 5 April were found by members of the public.

15-year-old T. Punithan's body was found at 11pm on Friday night at the shoreline of the beach near Pasir Ris Carpark E, while 16-year-old Senthil Prashanth's body was found at 3am on Saturday morning near Fisherman's Village at Pasir Ris.

The two boys had drowned after they had gone on a swim on thursday evening.

They were part of a group of East View Secondary School students celebrating a friend's birthday at a beach party.

Im sure theyll announce tomorrow. But im still suprised why not alot of evss students knows. Just have to wait and see what happens tomorrow during assembly. Some will be shocked i guarentee it.

I just watched the video and I thought i saw Ms Santha..hmm what was she doing there?
I think she was helping out.

2007-04-05T23:18:00.000+08:00

Wahhhhh...
Todae tiring sehhh....
Macam hapa sehh dibuatnyer...
Came exactly at 6.15am in the morning at the TP track for what?
For nothing..but at least tehre were 3 stooges there. Heheh..
Teachers werent even there yet. Even cikgu got lost...apa da...then slowly from the morning coolness slowly becoming a hundred degrees at the TP track...carry this lah..that lah...a lot of counscilors wore orange....too bad i didnt have one..but nvm. ITs over oredy....Saw alot of ppl todae...khayrul,loenard lincoln all of them ah....Then after that...songs were playing...WAITT!! bfore tha..we had to assemble at the track according to our classes...then Mr.Ee tok, Ms Santha tok and blablablabla babble bable...Guest of honour...the most exciting part was each of our houses had animal mascots! haha..My house was blue and got Elephant, then other houses had lion kangaroo andpolar bear.Hahah.. it was a funny sight man. Then the sprint events continued and so on...until the Games started. There was Human Soccer Table, scoopball and Frisbee. Didnt bother about the other too only the HUam nTable SOccer...It was so cool! Then Mdm Badariah came along and supported her team which was the yellow leopards house. She screamed and it was so damn funny lar. Klakar giler! Never saw her so enthusiastic like dat before. HAHA....Then then songs were playing liek Dhoom Macale and this aint a scene, which was some of my favs. ANd the person who read the dedications, someone I know *ehem,ehem* sounded so bored and sleepy. I nearly laughed. It was quite funny. SInce I was the Runner, I had to run back and forth every fifteen minutes from where the games were to the Grand STand. Tiring man....go up and down..then after my duty was done... I went to join Mai,Nat and Hani. Was so darn thirsty that i downed 3 bottles of 100 plus...heheh...and 2 curry buns and kacang.
So waited until they asked us to assemble again... Nad could only join us for a short while because she had to play in the band. Ouite nicelah actually...they played Mamma Mia, dancing queen....and others...

After that....when everything dah habis...all go home....but we had to stay back for a bit and clean up. Why must we do that? CLean up after irresponsible ppl and clean up their garbage after them? Walau..they should be doing iy not us...

Then after that went home wif aisya....went to 7 elevens and Mcdonalds then after that, my feet brought me home.

2007-04-04T17:57:00.000+08:00

Did the chem experiments just now.
Was so funny just now.Mai cut her hair. I thot she looked cute! Heheh..apparently she didnt liek it. Too bad. Then just now in the Chem lab, Mai and fiq was sooo funnny..he kept on saying mystery soemthings...but the way he spoke that was so funny...heheheheh..and we borke into peals of laughter.Heeheee...Mai was also funny....she kept on joking..then we all ask Thea to shoot the video for us takign us one by one...at first the video was damn funny man...cracked up liek hell..hahah..i looked pale...but we finished it YAY!

Schoool was normal.I sat beside Nad again. Then fiq wanted me to sit back beside him cuz he couldent stand that somebody I exchanged places with.Haha. Serve him right. And then...tomorrow is Games DAY at Temasek Poly....Haish..must wear orange tee pulak...we'll look like the ppl serving CWO liddat...but i dont have one..thankfully..then now Im a runner for the Human Table SOccer. So sedih..only me alone. WHY??? I hope ill be able to join them soon. Heheh.See ya peeps.

2007-04-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

Muz forgot the ruqyah Cd again...aiyooooooo...nvm..tmr shes bringin..hehe went through Friendster..and I got suprised at what I saw!!! I saw some of my teachers friendster profiles! Wahhhh..In school act garang only....but outside...pose here pose there...well not all teachers larh...some only...but it was interesting..quite interesting hehehe...

haish...listening to Steam by Nicole Scherzinger..heheh like this song man...

STEAM LYRICS

Yeah
I'm just tryin' a
Let off some steam

Its friday
The clock is moving way too slow
Can't wait to get out the door
And put my move down

I got all my girls with me
.....a little more promise free
I'm in my groove now
All we wanna do is just

[chorus]
Just let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
(i just wanna)
Let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
Let off some steam

I'm moving like its gonna be the last time i go out
(stop playing)
So i don't care as the dj brings the beat up
(lovin ya back)

I bet i'll make you loose a feet makes no sense
So in motion when your up against me
I'm in my groove now
All we wanna do is just

Just let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
(i just wanna)
Let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
Let off some steam

[bridge]
When i'm on the floor
The music takes over
I go somewhere,
Somewhere for, for
...everyone and everything
This is where i need to be
Sometimes i just wanna break free and let off some steam

[3x]
Just let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
(i just wanna)
Let off some steam
(i i wanna)
Let off some steam
Let off some steam

hahah...let off some steam..yupsss...
Its still not released on Tv or radio of MTV..just on the net....

Took this pic ages ago but this year lah of course..rushed out to buy nessecities..nearly didnt make it man...

Aites,Must pass up chemistry project next monday.
So fast.
An example of how fast time flies.
BUT, Ive finished finding out the properties of each chemical.
More than 25 pages sehh.
Then must do oral presentation.haishh.
So leceh...

2007-03-31T19:46:00.000+08:00

What a day.Omigosh im ssooooo bored. Im so like supposed to do my work, but been having stomachaches thoruighout hte day.AND having one painful one rite now....wahhhhh...painful man....erghhhh.went to school to find the gate CLOSED.SO irritating! Now I cannot retrieve my file.SHeesh.

My Celebrity Look-alikes

2007-03-31T13:15:00.001+08:00

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com. Get one for yourself.

2007-03-30T15:54:00.001+08:00

All the words look so small. Wierd comp.Had art for last period.Not last period actually, last six periods. Had to draw photographs that we captured last week. After about 2 periods then we went into the art room with airconditioning. It felt so nice to be in a cold room. And the radio was on. Then Ms Tasneem pasang this instrumental Cd, but the songs were very nice to hear.

Mrs Ng called. Aiyah.Forgot to give teacher. Sheesh. Been doing the assesment book that she asked ask to buy. Will be tested from paper 1 to 4 for DT. JEEZ.....
doing research on chem and their properties. GOt until middle of APril to submit. Must really score man. 60% of my CHemistry!!

2007-03-30T15:54:00.000+08:00

2007-03-29T17:58:00.000+08:00

Haiz...what a day man....jeez..waited like whad for the counscilor meeting...sheesh...and I didnt know Nabila was president of the Student Council.Congrats Nabila! anyways been putting up songs under 'Attack'...and researching the chemicals that were approved by the school lab for my Chemistry project.

Class was quite quiet todae. Maybe becuz Tuminah and Syafiq were not there. Not fun w/o them, even though I want to cekik him for teasing and irritating me non-stop, I have to admit that his funniness makes the class somewhat whole. The funny ppl will always be remembered, am I right? Tell me who can forget the class clowns?

Well, I just hope that Renu comes back soon. I really miss her alot. I wished she hadnt changed schools. BUt shes still my one and only best fren for life. Today I realized something, that everyone needs friends. W/o friends you'll be lonely and you need someone to have a listening ear for all your problems. Its important to have them cuz theyre the ones who shape who you are, influences you and all other stuff.

Ok..now to Games Day cum schools anniversary cum international frendship day or something like that at Temasek Polytechnic next Thursday. Wah, 6.20am in the morning must be there! Ultimate madness!Jeez! Well, I cant say anything, Im a counscilor and I have a duty to do..but why IN THE FREAKIN WORLD AT 6.20am in the morning?!!!!!..im still sleeping at that time lerr.....cannot be abit later...must set up this that lah...aiyoh!

Oh no. My Malay file! Darn. I have to fill it up. hmmpphh.

2007-03-28T18:12:00.000+08:00

Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....someone just told me and now i realise it. Why in the freak are these ppl trying to find faults w9ith me? What have I done to them? I mean ive given them tolerance, kindness,help, and my homework if they ever wants it. I mean havent they got anything better to do? Siao ting tong ppl.Psychopaths.Freaks.

Jeezzzz...I dont think they derserve my kindness.Not my tolerance. They dont even deserve my attention in the first place.I want to just shout out their names but that wouldent be nice wouldent it?But seriously it nugs me ALOT but most of me just doesnt ----ing care. Do whadever they want. GO ahead im not stopping them. BUT nevermind, im a nice person, so Ill just keep evrything bottled up inside.If I blow my top, dont blame me. BUt i do realise what mais says.This is all a test from Allah. Ill try keep strong for HIM.
I mean thats like the only way.

Well,im now stuffing my face with a bar of sweets to supress hunger and stress. My solution to stress is sweets! ANyways, I do have a knack for them. Now im liek trying to change, coming home and dooing my work straight away. NO more lagging. Ive told myself. Evrybodys has been telling me. Ive been trying since this week.Mostly, ive sat in my bros room, doing maths over and over. Im really trying my best. DTs, meetings,duties..its just so tiring.Been practicing in the maths assessment book that teacher asked us to buy.

Went to POPULAR with mai just now. Took long enough for both of us to decide whad to buy.hehehs. but now i got my stuff and im happy.hAISH

2007-03-25T11:53:00.002+08:00

yeehawwwwwwwwww....eh eh mcm donkey pulak..hehehehhehe..i finally chnaged my bloggg...hehehheeheh...got homework ahr but ill do it soon....sheeesh...oh yaaa...i still ahve DTs coming up nxt week..so sedih man.....n so fast..I got first for boggle....which is cool cuz i got $15 vocher...but nope sorry cant give it to ya..heheheh...am i talking to myself..i guess I am...heheehhe......haish.....trying to keep my cool because mar and fiq been irritating me all the while...ive endured for 3 years oredy frm other classmates..SHEESH....this sucks....but im trying to be not agitated....been listening to en vogue lately. Love their songs..mostly Free your mind and DOnt let go..the lyrics for free your mind are below..but i lalzy to put the other one lah...see for urself....:

I wear tight clothing and high heel shoes it doesnt make me a prostitute
I like rap music wear hip-hop clothes
That doesnt mean that Im sellin dope
Oh my please forgive me for having
Straight hair
It doesnt mean theres another blood in
My heirs
I might date another race or color
Doesnt mean I dont like my strong
Black brothers

Chorus:free your mind and the rest will follow, be colorblind, dont be so shallow(before you read me you gotta learn how to see me)

So Im a sista
Buy things with cash
That really doesnt mean that all my
Credit is bad,
So why dispute me and waste my time,
Because you think that the price is too
High for me
I cant look without being watched
You rang my buy before I made up my,
Mind
Oh now attitude why even bother
I cant change your mind you cant
Change my color

Repeat chorus two times

kayz..
gotta feed my pet.

2007-03-25T11:53:00.000+08:00

2007-03-07T16:01:00.000+08:00

arhhhhhhhhhh..what telah happen today? actually im in school cuz I have ELDDS...and its East View Idol rehearsel..no wonder its raining.hahahah...Im entering Bogggle yayay..get to go off half an hour early..heehee....so far past few days have been normal. mrs ng shifted our positions and i sat beside fiq. He and nis are hosting EVI....so cool...k..im done

2007-02-26T19:40:00.000+08:00

where do i start.it has been such a llong time since i blogged!! Im just so bored out....didnt go to school 2day hehehe..not that i ponteng or anything but johr house needed repairs and abah said rugi kalau balik so he let me skip skool for a day.Anyways mondays always dread since it ends at 2.30pm.X( thats why i dun like Mondays. IT feels so LONG.......also adds another extra kg to my bag...

Went to Echun's ladies' night last Wed..had a blast!went back at 12pm..was so tiring..but e food and music was great..all kinds of food was there, for instance chocolate mousse, macaroni and cheese,tarts and all other sweeties.Bride was beautiful! Me n mys sis took a pic..

but suprisingly I didnt feel that tired in school the next day.Then went back from school,ok, not went back,rushed back is more like it. Then changed in baju kurung to go to bride's wedding.Did evrything in a frenzy throwing stuff here and about becauz my cousins and auntie who came wanted to go back to Johore. Then went we arrived at the venue, I met my uncle who came from KL for the bride's wedding and would then follow us back to Johore than he would go back Kl by flight.

Gave Dhurga a necklace for her birthday and she loved it haha!Im so happy i picked the right gift for the right person!!=)WOnder what else she got but who cares anyway eh? I think shes one of the coolest friends Ive got.Ok,Moving on...

Stayed at johore all the way until monday(today)which also meant I missed the Annual Cross Country...would have liked to see the event in action though,but circumstances otherwise.....called mai just now and she said we got back almost all of our DTs...im so scared!!well whats the use the tests had already passed. Mai said i passed but only for one test.but i aint satisfied!Wish me luck!

2007-02-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

errr....im so pooped soo pooped out today man!!!i feel so bored..went thru profiles for fun,joy and laughter...school was actually kinda nice today..maths started..then recess.. then art for six whole periods!!(actually not that bad larh)first 2 periods were in the art room then we proceeded to the lab..hehehto do the cut -out animation..luckily I finished almost everything already..and the animation was like so funny!Have to move bit by bit..requires patience also of course..

I seriously had fun in art sehh..me and dhurga kept laughing most of te time because of how retarded the characters look and also some guys she was viewing on frenster...it was really very funny...then after dat when evrything finished I stood and waited at the gate for Mai and Nad.THen went to Mai's house to do some rsearch for chem project until 3pm..ate at first then used the computer. Nice cosy little house.Like it.Next stop I dunno whose hse is it gonna be but I have to submit the propasal!!I only have 2 weeks and the proposal has to be like thick and full of writing and statements and researches...looking for interesting chemical demonstrations..found some really cool ones...but dangerous too also..

k peeps.dats all for now.